today went to pay skool fee...

intended to pay by nets, but having long queuing for depositing money..

so i pay by cash...

but lei, it caused problem for it..

when i pay the counter $963, she told mii there is onli $913.

so i checked my purse again, and i said:"couldn't be"

then she checked and apologised to mii cos she found the another $50 note on e floor from her side...hai.. lucky.. if not, i will anyhow waste $50 for nothing...

with so much cash with miii, i worried, scare when waiting for bus, inside the bus, walking to the school...

so ii decided to pay by nets in future..

hai.. hai...haiiii................

what am i supposed to do???? i think and think and think...

what i think of is.... only to have a big change of myself...

from body, from character, from appearance, from attitude....

i want a change!!!

but, where to start? how to start? what to start?

i dun noe!!!

life is sooo unfair... work is sooooo unfair.....

why like tat to miii?

speaking out my problem to them changed so much thing...

making them change opinion of miii, avoiding mii.... what else? i dun noe!!!

i didnt expect this... and i hate this... it made mii feel tat i am totally at fault

trying to make mii quilty, feel bad of it.

too unfair... my attitude may be rude but they oso at fault...

forget it...

i want to have a big change... but am i able to??? will i? am i? can i? should i?

i dun noe...