Tuesday, February 5

hey... u noe wat? i veri de scared!!! i scare my frenz dun lye me... will they hate me? or will they dislye mi??? what if they realli hate dislye mi??? how? what am i goin 2 do??? can tell mi wat 2 do??? when i was primary 5 last tyme, my frenz buck up with my other chinese frenz not to frenz mi.. for almost half a year lei... i was darn sad lor... almost everyday sleep with tears flowing... i did not do anything wrong. if there is, i dun even noe bout it. they never tell mi wat did i do wrong.. its soo unfair to mi. my another chinese guy frenz told me to go say sorry to tat ger, but i said i have said it but still no use at all.. i dun even noe wat i did wrongly. at tat year, i failed all my exams cos of tat stupid ger.. sori 2 say tat but i have no other word to describe. but luckily, my other frenz malay frenz support me... cos of them, i still able to do well..

i really treat my frenz very carefully and nicely now... i reali scare this will happen one more tyme. but i now it won't as we r all grown up.. but hoh.. still scare lah.. i put friendship in my first place in my heart. i cant afford to offend any of my frenz now... they r all my best frenz and i do not wish to lose them...

in my secondary school, i have made a darn big mistake!!! i have a veri veri veri good frenz who i can talk to, understand me very well... but because of my stupid, because of my stubborn, i made a big mistake. i stay away from her sometimes... why? why did i do that??? i realli realised she is really de one who is my veri best frenz... i tot she dun lye me cos of studies, as i sense tat she wants to compete with me... i dun lye to compete at all... so soo,, i tot why she wans to do tat to me.. i tot she hates me... hai.. i dun noe if she is realli wan 2 compete with me or not, but frankly speaking, she is really smarter than me.. because of her teaching, encouragement, i then do well de... i think if she sees this, i realli want to say: sorry! pls forgive me again... ya... u r always my best ever frenz in my heart...
hey.. guys!!! long tyme noo cccccc le... missss mi??? muz be de lor... hehehe... now in JC2 le lei. veri de stress liao lor... dun noe why i chose JC.. regretted to to bitsss... hai.. but no choice, chose le need to go on study hard. muz wish me good luck lei.. dun forget hoh..