half of life would actually be gone if my frenz not beside me to support me.. i love dogs, i really love dogs. my dad gave money to me to buy a dog and i bought 1 back. this dog is sooo active and cute. even my family likes him when he first step in. at first my grandmother told me: i wont help u take care hoh, u take care urself. i not going to bother. but but, in the end, she keep asking me quickly go feed him quickly go prepare his food. she at night said: dont let him out of the cage as he was whining. but but, in the end, she said why u didnt let him out? and every morning i would hear my grandmother calling: cookie cookie cookie... cookie is my puppy name. oh my goodness, she changed so fast.
but after 2 days, something happened. the dog vomited and loss of appetite. i'm so scare... what happen to him??? i thought he would be ok after that but i am wrong. i called the pet shop owner and they came down to check. in the end, they brought back home to help to take care of him first and would bring him back to me. but before they go, they told me: touchwood lah, if something happen to him, they would give back half of the money back. wat?! i am really scare and worried. i nearly cried. i cried because the dog may have problem. and i nearly cried because the dog was brought back to them, i scare they think i cant take care of a dog. in the end, they called me and said the dog is ok. so i am relieved. but the dog still cant eat and is getting weaker and weaker.

so i brought him to a vet clinic. and he was hospitalised. and u know wat? something really happened! the doctor called me to inform me that the dog was infected by parvovirus. it cannot be cured de. when i hear the word positive, and its confirmed he got infected, my tears starts dropping. cant stop, the tears just continue. why do this to me and to the dog? he is only so small... i cant stop crying. i go visit him and he was isolated, i felt heart very pain. i know he only stay with me barely one week, but i really love him. but i dun have the whole day and time to just look after him. he needs full attention, but i cant. i dun even have the confidence that he would be able to overcome through, as the doctors all said is very dangerous for his conditon. i am really scared!!! what am i going to do??? i feel really weak these few days as i really feel pain for this dog. i really hurt!!! i love him, he so small, how can this happen to him? my heart is crying very badly..


i made a harsh and hard decision whick i took pain to agree to refund back. i really likes him, but all my family do not have the confidence, energy and time to look after him all the time. so i agreed to dend him back. i also have another dog at my dad house. so i oso scare the virus might spread to her, so i took the pain to send him back. i am really sorry, cookie. but please bless him to be ok. the owners called me back as i called them to check if the dog is getting better or not as i really worried and concern about him. they told me he is ok and can walk. but another person said he is still weaker. but she didnt see any blood in his faeces. i dont wantg wat to say, but what happen ti the dog is true. he got infected. i cant take him as i need to put my first dog in place first and my family. they were unhappy with it but they didnt dare to say it out, as they know i am crying non-stop already. i feel really miserable and terrible the feeling. my frenz has been consoling me and concern and worried abiut me. sorry my friends..

lucky my friends are all beside me to support me. thanks for ur comfort. oso, i am lucky that my frenz helped to celebrate my birthday and made me forget this incident. thanks. they made me feel better le as i didnt able to think about it at all. thanks my frenz.

so happy today!

oh my!!! i m getting younger!!! unbelievable..... u noe wat is the reason behind??? because, cos.....
today 31 may is MY BIG DAY! BIRTHDAY! haha... so happy today... somemore is the end of may. 19 yrs old to others maybe not a big deal, but but to me, it is a big deal... it is a time where all my friends, my family will definitely remember me always... on this day, everyone will remember evannia. i dun like to be alone, i dun want my frenz to forget me at all. i dun like the feeling of being forgotten.. it is miserable for me... people would maybe only look forward to 18th or 21st birthday, but to me, i look forward to every year. i realli scare pple will forget my birthday, so sometimes, u will see me like telling pple still got how many more days to go so as to remind them to remember me. haha.. i think u guys noe the reasson now ba..

i am so happy and touched today... this year my birthday can said to be very wonderful,my secondary frenz accompanied me out and spent the day to celebrate my birthday. i felt reaally happy and i feel the warmth when with them. i am really happy that they remember me.. we have not get in touch for quite sometimes le, but still, they remember my birthday.. THANKS my frenz, Xinhui(my wife), jenny, jasmine and shu jun for celebrating my birthday with me. i m sorry today cant spend the whole day with u guys cos my family bringing me out at night. i realli love u guys... u guys are my best frenz de... u guys cannot 4get me hoh.. i scare u will but hope not..

many pple message me and wish me happy birthday. this is enough although sometimes i wish i would get present from them. i feel really happy when i saw their wish for me. cos they still remember me. even those i dun expected ones oso message me.. ha.. i so happy today... thanks for all ur wishes. i will treasure this de. i love u guys as well...

Thanks my frenz, thanks for remembering me.. continue to remember me cos i wont forget u guys de...

am i a frenz to others that they wont be bothered if i am angry with them??? AM i? why they don't seem to be bothered when i actually angry with....? i am very lenient to my frenz trying to give in most of e time in order to prevent conflict... i always the one that made them so-called unhappy. why? i didnt expect that... i hate that actually... i tried to give in to them doesnt mean can take for granted... i hate that! everytime they given work so-called by me or request by me for something, they give me a black face.. hello.. i can also do that... why the black face only shown to me? what am i? i don't like that.. i hate that... i also have my anger, once i lose my temper, i wont know what will happen de... i dont wish to see that happening. realli! now what i can do is to tolerate! endure! don't talk to them too much! the them i wont say is who de.. can be one person can be a group.. i dont want to offend anyone..

how should frenz be like??? some people asked me: eva: what do you actually dislike? what do you don;t like ur frenz to do? ermm.. actualli i cant think of any. i would only the answer slowly when i have met the situation that i don't like... but one thing i am sure is: i don't like people only think of themselves, never spare a thought for others... i really don't like that.. pple treat me nice, i will treat them very nice. if they only bother about themselves, think of themselves only, i dont think i would treat them as close as my best frenz. theres something that no one knows... i really don't like frenz controlling me, ordering me... asking me don't do that don't do this.. go do this go do that... something like that... i have met some but i tried to tolerate le... jux hope my temper wont come so easily...hehe

oh my!!! its darn stress le... prelim 1 is coming.. scary... hai... i feel lye jumping up and down screaming here and there... i realli feel lye doing it but my frenz would always scold me to shut up... hai... i always veri talkative in front of them.. but they might not know something.. this is my character.. cant change.. the reason i being talkative so that i wont feel stress at all.. e only way of relieving stress is through talking... but i don't think they understand me... hai hai...