omg!!! this week i am sick. last sunday having cough, flu and sore throat.. monday having fever,,,

omg!!! is it H1N1???

haha... luckily not...

went to 24 hour clinic to see doctor...

this clinic actually not very... dun noe how to say lah..

their way of doing things are too unorganised!!! and are not really prepared!!!

the doctor is ok, but the procedures outside... i could not describe...

they gave me a thought that is: they open clinic just for the sake of opening clinic..

but overall, ok lah, at least i am satisfied tat i am ok!!!

i am feeling confused, scare and worry...

i think i have become 2 different people behaving different things towards 2 different people...

双面人...

this is what i hate most...

but i think i am becoming one...

i am dead..

people keep saying i am very easy believe people, thinking that this person is nice, good..

and i think this is a fact.. which i have reconfirmed..

in e first place, i and my frenz A been dissatisfied with our another frenz B...

A disliked B, but i am not.. i just hate her way of doing things and towards people, cos she oso a 双面人

so we been complaining to each other about B... which is the last that i want to do.. cos i dun realli like to complain...

i dun wan any trouble coming to me...

but as times goes by, i realised that i oso cant go along well with this frenz A as well...

she has been making mistakes all along, but she does not know she is doing wrong..

i cant correct her cos she would be angry and said:" i offended u again?!"

she is someone who wont admit she is wrong and she would always think she;s right all e time..

this is not the only matter.. too many until i cant say....

and yesterday frenz B talked to me saying about some unhappiness between her and A, i simply told her what i oso unhappy about A.

i think i really trust people too fast....

now making myself like a fool, like a betrayal!!!

but i didnt bad-mouth A. i just say what her attitude is tat makes me fed-up..

too many things le lah!!!!!! i think i am going crazy! i dun wan to be 双面人.

hai...

am i the one that is the [roblem? or i am not, i dun noe.

i am offically broke this month... hahaha...

no money to buy things i like... no money to shop... no money to do alots of things...

my this month salary needa use for course fee for kaplan...

i was accepted to kaplan... hehehe...

i will.. i must study hard!!!! i cant afford to waste time this time round.

i must oso manage my time well. have time work, study and time for FRENZ!

i like slim phones... how... i wanna get one!!!! but broke le how to buy.... hai...

arh.... thanks! lucky! i am able to surf net...

hehe.. cos my broadband having problem and i cant connect to e net...

made me sweat and worry...

now all done!!! hurray!

yesterday jen came my house and i realise poly got lots and lots and lots of homeworks...

can even cause them to burn mid-night oil

i helped her in video as tat was e onli thing i know how to do... hehe...

i caused her to lose some small pieces of paper which is meant for her project...

sori.. i realli din realised i was holding her file upside down while walking to my house from her house...

she's not angry but i feel gulity..

we stayed up late till 4plus...

i caused her to slp so late...

cos i wish to make e video better and interesting bah... cos maybe i trained in my previous cca that i need to do video perfectly nice..

she keeps thanking me... but i dun need tat...

cos wat r frenz for?! hahaha...

i wants to be an unconditional frenz.... whereby i dun ask for pay back...

thanks jiayong for the cake.

thanks bro for the cute pretty coin bank.

thanks amanda for the fun plant.

thanks the 5'J's ( jenny, joan, junnie, jowell, jasmine) for the bag that i really like very long le!!!!

xinhui, u really have good memory!!!

thanks my colleagues for the presents!

my birthday just over....

yesterday my frenz helped me to celebrate my birthday together. so touch!

thanks!!!!!

we went to the jerkthai restaraut to have lunch.. i chose tis restaraut cos' last year we went before on my birthday and i feel like having it again.

this time is at bugis area tat side. last year is at marina square... next year maybe at....

jenny, xinhui, junnie, kunthai, jiayong, karhwee and my bro!!! thanks for celebrating my birthday!!!

after tat we went xinhui's house played majong! hohoho.. i went there just to distribute money de.. cos i lost badly!!!

so bad right, they dun let burthday ger win!!! hahahaHa... lucky got karhwee to help pay half...

thanks and sorry karhwee!!!

before i go xh's house, me and jenny went plaza and i bought storybook....

i am aiming to read more books now...