A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Enjoy the trip.


HaPpY BiRthDaY Qi XiAn!!!!!!

todae went with shujun to jenny house to give her surprise with a small cake...





heheh... she really got surprised!!! yeah! mission possible...





then we went plaza to see derrick 何维建. he so handsome...





he sings so nice...





although there is not too many pple, but it can still tells tat no one forget him at all...





he went NS and used a period of time to prepare his album... so its usual tat pple will naturally forgets him...





but.... no... heheh... pple like me wont forget him de...





he sings really well... he dance while singing as well(but can see tat he has no much breathe left when dancing and singing at e same time)





he nervous tats way...



i still support him....





after tat, went shop eat dessert... jenny treat... heheh... her birthday todae and we still let her pay....





after tat continue our ;lady's job-shopping!

Gift of my friendship....

I give to you a gift of my friendship,

A piece of my heart and soul,

A shoulder to cry on when life makes you sad

Laughter for your silly jokes.

An ear to listen to your concerns,

Eyes to see the beauty of your soul,

Advice when you are at a fork in the road,

And a smile to brighten your day.

All this I give you and more

Because you are my friend.




HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR FRIEND jenny

wat happen mondae? let me update u guys now... haha.. but dun be shock...

i went SGH for appointment...

remember i told u about my medical problem...

i am confirmed to have migraine...

oh my... so sad...why sad? cos i not fit...

hehe... why not fit?

i cannot open my eyes all e way in e bus... cant have much heavy emotions( angry, nervous, tooooo happy or too sad till cry...), cannot turn my head more than 30 seconds..... many more...

am i exaggerating? haha... nope, this is wat i cannot do...

wat happen yesterdae? erm... i supposed to go for blood test after school...

hahah... i was planning to go but in e end when i reached the interchange, i decided to go back home to rush up my history essay for presentation...

hai... used the whole dae to do... very scare tat i out of point or give irrelevant points... realli nervous...

todae i presented my essays... thk god i'm safe!!!

it turned out to be ok... unexpected... thks thks...

todae my GP exam... hahah... didnt prepare much... sorry GP...

pple said i shd have give up in JC and i tink i shd have.. but too late since i tahan until now, tahan and chong all the way bah... meaning go all the way...

i will try try to study hard de!

hApPy BiRtHdAe XiAnG WeI!!!

EnJoY Ur BiG DaY!!!

todae i saw a guy who made my heart melt....

hehe...

pple would say:u wont stand a chance.

of course i will not because i didnt say i want him, i didnt say i like him.

i jus feel tat this is e type of guy i admire...

nothing more....

heheh... the whole dae todae cant stop thinking...

e eye contact we hv made me even worse...

heheh... but dun worry my heart didnt go there...

muahahaha...

jus feel tat he is one of e example of the type of guys i admire...

hahah...

even if i hv one i like, do i have e chance?

ANS: EVA, U DUN STAND ANY CHANCE... SO... STOP THINKING...

i knew e answer so i wont think much... hahah...

bb...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GEKTING!

ENJOY URSELF...

haha... todae i went out... to celebrate my 4 frenzs' birthdae-gekting,xiangwei, jen, qixian...

we went jurong point to have dinner... celebrated their birthdae...

the fish and co people helped to sing birthdae raps to them, gave them BALLOONS and asked them to stand on the chair to blow the candles off from far away..

haha... tats was realli very funny...

but hope they realli like it, cos i planned it de....

i was so elated to see poh lee and amanda....

not tat i dun not elated to see e rest, its because too long never see them le, cos they busy most of the time...

i realli miss them...

yeah! so happy!

hope everyone like the gathering todae...

after ta, we separated... so sad...

no lah, half of them went watch movie...

e rest went home..

i belongs to e rest went home...

me, sj, xian, wei, jowell were chatting happily in e bus, talking about all sorts of lame jokes...

really funny... really lame jokes lor... e bus is alreadi very cold. with e lame jokes, its even colder..

really enjoyable todae...

yesterdae wat did i do? haha... ermm... i went to a private school..

for wat? haha... to accopany and wait for my frenz who was re-taking english oral.

she has been practicing very hard these few days.. and indeed, GOOD JOB jen!!!

haha... i really feel weird when i stepped into e school compound. i went to sit down take a book out to study... but lei, everyone looked at me. haha.. cos i took a book out to study...

none of them was studying.. they were all playing-basketball, badminton, pool and ping pong. so relax lor they all.. i feel their freedom, i want tat as well... haha...

todae wat did i do? i emo... hai...why?

am i stupid? am i really tat stupid? this is wat i been thinking...

i feel i am when with my frenz when they were discussing something, taking me invisible...

haha... i not blaming them... cos i finally found the truth tat i am stupid, tats all...

i emo not cos of them...

do i really tat unvalued frenz... someone tat pple wont want to please to...

really? really? really?

i dun demand much but at least dun let me feel i offended u le... even if iam, tell me bah. i acn take it de.. hehe...

i am not a good frenz tat every1 likes... i noe.. i accept it... hehe...

no matter wat, i likes my frenz through...

frenz are hard to find, its fated that bring u guys together as frenz... dun damage this fate, eva...

eva: hey i wont damage it de!!! i will cherish it always de.

sometimes i would show my emo out, how? scare they would fed up... haha..

secret: erm... then try to control urself as u r the onli one tat can control u urself...

eva, yoyo, u can do it de!!!

To find a truly great friend, you have to keep one eye closed - to keep him, two.

True friends are those who are there for you unconditionally.

always offer support no matter what the circumstances are.

Best Friends are the people worth living for.

Side by side or miles apart, dear friends are always close to the heart.

A best friend is somebody who knows every last thing about you, yet still manages to like you anyway.

The medicine of life is to have several true faithful friends.

A true friend is one who overlooks your failures and tolerates your successes.

I do not want a friend who smiles when I smile who weeps when I weep for my shadow in the pool can do better than that.

A true friend cares for you if she says nasty things to your face instead of behind your back.

Real friendship is most notable in those times of trouble.

True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable.

Friendship is like money, easier made than kept.

No one person can possibly combine all the elements supposed to make up what everyone means by friendship.

Life without friendship is like the sky without sun.

Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship -- never.

Two people can't wish to be friends long if they can't manage to forgive each other's minor failings.

Life is nothing without friendship.

Love is friendship set on fire.

Friendship improves happiness and abates misery, by the doubling of our joy and the dividing of our grief.

There is no distance too far between best friends, for friendship gives wings to the heart.

There is no friendship, no love, like that of the parent for the child.

really very angry with tat gal!!!

todae my frenz told me some1 wrote about me in her blog long ago, but something not good de...

if u r unhappy with me about wat i did(to u), let me noe ma!!!

i realli angry with her.

let me tell every1 now.

i am a very noisy gal, talkative gal. i admit it. but i can tell u tat: THIS IS ME!

i trust her in my cca, but i didnt noe she is....

i not blaming her, but still, angry lah. i and her not frenz but cca mates. i m her senior.

she said in her blog tat i made her embarrassed.

how? by calling her name out loud! made her embarrassed

oh my! if i do this, means i trust e person and think he/she is a nice person. so wanted to show

i like her/he as school mates. but i didnt noe this would make her feel.....

ok i apologise here. haha.

i dun bothered by this, cos she not my frenz mah...

i just to tell out loud that: i am truthly a noisy gal among my frenz.

this is me! dun accept? haha... sorry cant change...

frenz to me is tat they wont mind and would go along with me. haha...

i dun wan my life to be boring... haha..

haha.. wat happening in skool? erm... EMO...

why? i very angry with myself cos i accidentally DROPPED my phone...

my heart sooo pain... i dun lye pple ill-treating their hp, and now... sori my dear hp.

not onli tat, too mani things i have to do on this week... realli too much of my skool work plus....

hehe... but i still able to survive with it. cos i'm STRONG. muahahaha...

do i look like a frenz tat dun deserve much? DO I?

hehe... just some remarks of my own thinking...

animals have feeling, human being as well also have feeling, and ME too also have.

feeling=sad/happy/angry/nervous/frustrated

feelingS=sad+happy+angry+nervous+frustrated(this type of feelingS is hard to find unless u r crazy)

no one is perfect. me as well not perfect.

no one has tat much energy to be active e whole day, me as well not.

but u can talk to me as i can tell u tat i have changed!

actualli i didnt change... its just tat i found myself back, my usual self back!!! so happy!

cos even when i am moody, i will still talk to anyone.

i dun like showing attitude to e extent tat i dun even want to talk to my frenz.

i dun like e feeling when anyone do tat to me so i would set an example first. hehe...

frenz=someone who knows you

frenz=someone who understands you

if someone ask u to choose one of the above choice of the meaning of frenz, which one u will choose?

me? i will choose frenz who understands me.

why? no why, but at least they know my character well and know wat i want and would 谅解我！

they would know what who how i am as myself and wont be unhappy about me.

this type of frenz u noe will not have any conflict with me surely(i think)

if they understand me, they would noe my personality and character and wont be offended

by wat i do as tat is my character. if they understands me, they would noe wat i thinking.

u want to guess wat i thinking always? haha... tats easy to guess...

i thinking whether my frenz realli value me as frenz and dun treat me as an unwanted frenz or not.

todae i woke up late but still i am not late for my date with... hehe... s.j. and jen lah... think too much le lah... muahahaha....

one thing i forgot to do when with them... forgot to take picture! hai... wasted...

went mac eat... they helped me choose and buy... and i eat... hehe... then we study... help and test jen for her oral...

her oral on thursday... GOOD LUCK MY JEN FOR UR ENGLISH!

After tat, went pick my brother to library then shop as usual.

then bring him to uncle's house for swimming... i didnt bring swimming suit so didnt jump down to swim...

its so cool tat time, realli feel down jumping down e pool and swim but... no clothes to change ltr...

e way my brother swim gave me e urge to jump down e pool to show teach him the right way of swimming.

next time when u see it u will noe why, but... hardly u will get e chance... hahaha..

i love swimming, realli love it...

hey my frenz, hope u have seen my blog... are u feeling beta? hope so... todae u doin well le. carry on.. i ll be beside u. sometimes things wont be wat u wan de... realli... u realli cant expect much... everyone has their own unique character which u may not understand well or u wish to have de. so try used to it bah. this is how i think de.. we r frenz no matter wat. our care for u is different and may not be wat u wish to be. no matter wat, we r still frenz... best frenz...

different people have different way of treating caring for frenz... so watever u think or u wish to be may not be perfect. my frenz, dun think too much... i can onli say: try to get used bah... cant change anything de le. so be optismistic!
one song for u

这些年 一个人风也过

雨也走有过泪 有过错还记得坚持甚么真爱过

才会懂会寂寞 会回首终有梦

终有你 在心中朋友 一生一起走那些日子

不再有一句话 一辈子一生情 一杯酒朋友

不曾孤单过一声朋友 你会懂还有伤

还有痛还要走 还有我

u still our frenz. relax and dun think too far. try accept it bah! jia you!

i dun noe why but i lovev tis lyris very much... this song quite long le i noe.. i slow mah... muahahaha...

一九四三世界大战

阿嬷年轻的时候

爷爷爱她那么多

他们感情很深

但是爷爷身负重任

就在离乡的那夜

给了阿嬷一个吻 轻声说到

我要离去别再哭泣

不要伤心请你相信我

要等待我的爱 陪你永不离开

因为会有那么一天

我们牵著手在草原

听鸟儿歌唱的声音

听我说声我爱你

夕阳西下鸟儿回家

阿嬷躺在病床上

呼吸有一点散漫

眼神却很温柔

看著爷爷湿透的眼

握著他粗糙的手

阿嬷的泪水开始流

轻声说道

i love it very much. it sound so romantic and so sad.... i love this everlasting love. no matter wat matter, u will still be loved by e person. so sweet, so a good man... when will i found one? hehe... dream on, eva! haha...

cheer up my frenz

this post is specially made for my dear frenz who is very moody and sad(i think) today. i do not know why but i hope she can get over it soon. i dun wan say who she is as it is confidential. haha.. hey my dear frenz, we are there/here for you... if u wan find some1 to talk to, can find us or some1 u can confide to. dun keep things inside ur heart. it ll be very de stress de. i just want to tell u that:

WE R ALWAYS BESIDE U DE... cheer up my dear xiang gong. hehe...


above are some photos i went to search for it, dun noe can help or not but i try bah... we r frenz...



WE FRIENDS！有难同担，有福同享！

happy birthdae wei ling

Happy BIRTHDAE Wei Ling!!!

Haha.. 20yrs old loh... hehe... auntie... hehe... enjoy ur dae!!! sorry i forgot ur birthdae!!! but i realli sincere here... hehe... hahaha... see the time and date when i upload tis.. is at the dot 12am at 12 august... haha.. see how nice i am... stayed up till 12 to do this.. hehe.. hope u like it... enjoy ur dae... hehe...

todae as usual, i went out again... haha.. again...

sorry my books, i didnt touch u all these few days.. dun be angry...

todae i meet up with my frenz wei ling.. i introduce my bro and my small cousin sis to her...

they both mix well, esp my bro who is very active...active until he broke something at the mini tools..

after tat, we went to sakae sushi to eat. haha.. we are e most noisy table among the others. hai..

after eating, we go digesting by shopping again after sending my bro and my sis back to my aunt.

i feel so bad and gulity...

i onli realised tat wei ling birthdae is tomorrow!!!when i was with her... i even straight asked her which dae... SORRY WEI LING!!!

happy early birthdae to u wei ling...

hai.. tml skool re-open le... get back to my study mood loh...

now i have 2 important thing to do. tat isssss:

1. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOWELL!!!
2. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO my dear frensss... enjoy ur dae todae bah!!!!!!

haha todae i went out with my sec skool frenz.. let me tell u wat we did...

1. todae we went to celebrate national dae!!! haha(indirectly)
2. we are actualli celebrating 1 of my frenz's birthdae which still has 2 more days to go.
3. first we went to bugis to meet 2 of our frenz before goin to PS for dinner. but in e end, our frenz left us alone and went ahead first le... hai... we keep our best to struggle e way to PS as we didnt noe e way. lucky we managed to reach there...
4. we went to hv dinner @ cartel cafe. we hv ten pple so we hv to queue for very long. hai... lucky we r patient pple and e other 4 not yet reach, so we waited...
5. finally we gt e seat... haha... we ordered e food, but its too early to order as e food arrived too soon le when one of e frenz juz ordered his.. so we waited for his and the birthdae boy to start eating first be4 we can start ours. we waited until e food turns cold and 'rusty'..haha.. still, we enjoyed e food.
6. after tat, we saw jeremy!!! oh my! he grow taller... hahaha.. he is bold.. hahaha.. cos he is in NS now... i realli miss him when i saw him...
7. after tat, we walk and walk and walk.... dun noe where we heading but we walk and walk and walk... after e long 'exercise', we reached esplanade! e scenary is sooooo nice!!!! we girls of course taking photos while e guys, as usual, chit-chatting...

haha... u noe wat? 1 strange thing happened to us in e bus when we are goin home.. there's one indian guy acting very weird, keep looking at girls like his own business like tat... e way he lloks make us feel he is a pervert... we quickly message our frenz who were spread around in e bus to be careful... he even looked at boys. one of our guy frenz nearly wan to beat him up by staring at him first to warn him... haha, tats sound so funny... he just look too pervert and so all our frenz alight and send each and everyone back home... haha.. so muz be careful gers...

overall, todae i realli hv great fun... haha, i feel great going out with my secondary school frenz...

todae i went SGH for medical appointment to see neutrology doctor... at first tat time when i was asked to see neutrology doctor, i was thinking wats tat? i went to check. oh my! 神经病医生。haha... no lah, its 神经线医生。shocked? sorry... haha... lucky i was checked and turned up to be alright but... i was comfirmed tat i have mybrain... oh so sad... i would easily get head spinning and would be feeling very uneasy de... hai... hope i can recover bah...


last 3 weeks my frenz gave me someone's blog and i went... oh my, when i read, its so sad, i mearly cry out... i cAnt believe this would happen... life is so fragile... it give me a thought tat i should and i would and i muz treasure my life and make good use of it... i realli hope the girl would stay strong... i noe it would be very hard and tough.. if it is me, touchwood, i would not be as strong as her.. i would admit she is really strong... i hope she continue to be strong. just now when i read hers again as i would always go her blog to see, its realli sad, i feel like crying le... plz be strong... i have been thinking from these few days although it is quite stupid question... why give us a life when going to take back in the end? haha... stupid rite? i noe...
guys! my frenz, plz be strong and plz treasure life well and life is really precious but fragile. so take good care of ur life...

i realli love u all my frenz....

filming

hai... so sad... we cant realli step down from cca as we have not finish our filming project yet... we cant blame anyone.. e onli one i can blame is myself. who ask me to delay? hahaha... todae we went filming... i always have a flexible thinking as i think the people would be able to come up with their own script after explaining to them wat i expected from the scene- sometimes only cos they do not realli accept my scripts... so sad... am i tat inefficient? am i realli tat bad director? i hv been asking myself... i cant get a definite answer... but i noe i did put in effort before, but they just cant see it bah... todae i realli feel bad for some of my frenz... because of my stupid mistake and forgetness, i caused them to waste time helping me to act. i beg them to help to film and they agreed... i realli very happy. they even helped me to think of the lines to say and they realli act very well.. but but but!!! i forgot to check the format to hdv, and every thing i film is of no use... i was so frustrated of myself... they realli act well but i... spolit it. they cant be able to come b ack to film for me cos they need to rush to other place. they stayed because of helping me but i... why i am like tat???? SORRY HAIGUANG, SORRY REKHA.

i realli appreciate the actors and actress in helping me in this film. because of their help, i am able to film smoothly. THANKS KAI TING, THANKS ZHI LUN, THANKS WAI KIT, THANKS SYAZ, THANKS LUTFI, THANKS SYIMA, THANKS ZHEN XIANG AND REALLI MUZ THANKS THANKS JUN YANG cos he didnt hestitate and quickly agreed to help me to act without telling him the story at first. i love you guys!!!

today my mum went back to china le... i dont dare to cry out in front of her, telling her i really cant bear... because i dont want her to worry... mummy, i really miss you... although i dun seem to in front of you, but i really miss you in my heart... i afraid my brother would be very sad, so i went to bring him out. i brought him to bugis.. shop, play, eat... brought him to ajisen to eat... brought him to arcade to play... brought him to shop shop shop...haha... mummy, i have put up e photos of yan xiang le... dont worry about us... love you mum... realli love you...