i burst out and cry todae!!!! during my chinese lesson... i memorise very hard for it le, but e teacher said i didnt memorise well... why like tat??? i so sad... i wanna said out le but he stopped it... i really remember but... hai... i am realli stress this week... i have to control my mouth and think wat i goota say before i could say it out cos i preparing for the july birthday babies... and these 3 pple are who i always talk to... and i am one who say things out very fast without much thinking.. so i scare i would spill it out... i am always e one who spill it out last few birthday celebrations... ar!!! stress!!! and i need to really study hard now!!! but u all saw the earlier post right? how to focus? i am really scare, sad and stress about tat!!! i really value friendship and i realy cant endure this pain... i always stress when sometimes with them, i would think did i offend them or will they dislike when i do this do tat.. maybe they not like tat.. but to me it is... i really wanna cry le....