here i am

hey im back frm skool alreadi...
just finished all my prelim 1 exams alreadi... feel relax but getting more stress...
why? i dun noe as well.
am i really tat stupid?
does all my frenz think i stupid? i hope not bah...
i really want to get back my study mood... please come back to me my study mood!!!
my whole body feel really weak, no energy, no appetite at all..
maybe due to the food poisoning bah, or too tired le...
i feel my frenz dun like me... sensitive maybe bah...
i think they dun understand me well...
i dun have this feeling at all before when i am in secondary skool.. when i reached jc, i became quite sensitive le... why? i dun noe...
maybe dun noe them well bah..
the way they talk to me is different from the way they treat other pple.
tat made me sensitive bah...
i never show my mood out easily de last time in secondary skool..
but this time in jc.. i did show many time.. i realli dun noe why...
sorry my frenz..
but when i show my mood, i always want to see who will comfort me and i will know who understand me more...
when i bad mood, i need some1 beside me to comfort me de. so if some1 comes comfort me, tat person muz already have understand me more..
actually i still trying my best to overcome this sensitive whereby i dun mind my frenz treat me differently and i wont think negatively... i still trying... if i dun try hard, i might not even want to talk to them anymore de... so i muz try... and i think i would pass this... hope so.. hehe..
so random right suddenly talk bout this... muahahaha... understand me more bah...