hey... u noe wat? i veri de scared!!! i scare my frenz dun lye me... will they hate me? or will they dislye mi??? what if they realli hate dislye mi??? how? what am i goin 2 do??? can tell mi wat 2 do??? when i was primary 5 last tyme, my frenz buck up with my other chinese frenz not to frenz mi.. for almost half a year lei... i was darn sad lor... almost everyday sleep with tears flowing... i did not do anything wrong. if there is, i dun even noe bout it. they never tell mi wat did i do wrong.. its soo unfair to mi. my another chinese guy frenz told me to go say sorry to tat ger, but i said i have said it but still no use at all.. i dun even noe wat i did wrongly. at tat year, i failed all my exams cos of tat stupid ger.. sori 2 say tat but i have no other word to describe. but luckily, my other frenz malay frenz support me... cos of them, i still able to do well..

i really treat my frenz very carefully and nicely now... i reali scare this will happen one more tyme. but i now it won't as we r all grown up.. but hoh.. still scare lah.. i put friendship in my first place in my heart. i cant afford to offend any of my frenz now... they r all my best frenz and i do not wish to lose them...

in my secondary school, i have made a darn big mistake!!! i have a veri veri veri good frenz who i can talk to, understand me very well... but because of my stupid, because of my stubborn, i made a big mistake. i stay away from her sometimes... why? why did i do that??? i realli realised she is really de one who is my veri best frenz... i tot she dun lye me cos of studies, as i sense tat she wants to compete with me... i dun lye to compete at all... so soo,, i tot why she wans to do tat to me.. i tot she hates me... hai.. i dun noe if she is realli wan 2 compete with me or not, but frankly speaking, she is really smarter than me.. because of her teaching, encouragement, i then do well de... i think if she sees this, i realli want to say: sorry! pls forgive me again... ya... u r always my best ever frenz in my heart...