omg!!! this week i am sick. last sunday having cough, flu and sore throat.. monday having fever,,,

omg!!! is it H1N1???

haha... luckily not...

went to 24 hour clinic to see doctor...

this clinic actually not very... dun noe how to say lah..

their way of doing things are too unorganised!!! and are not really prepared!!!

the doctor is ok, but the procedures outside... i could not describe...

they gave me a thought that is: they open clinic just for the sake of opening clinic..

but overall, ok lah, at least i am satisfied tat i am ok!!!

i am feeling confused, scare and worry...

i think i have become 2 different people behaving different things towards 2 different people...

双面人...

this is what i hate most...

but i think i am becoming one...

i am dead..

people keep saying i am very easy believe people, thinking that this person is nice, good..

and i think this is a fact.. which i have reconfirmed..

in e first place, i and my frenz A been dissatisfied with our another frenz B...

A disliked B, but i am not.. i just hate her way of doing things and towards people, cos she oso a 双面人

so we been complaining to each other about B... which is the last that i want to do.. cos i dun realli like to complain...

i dun wan any trouble coming to me...

but as times goes by, i realised that i oso cant go along well with this frenz A as well...

she has been making mistakes all along, but she does not know she is doing wrong..

i cant correct her cos she would be angry and said:" i offended u again?!"

she is someone who wont admit she is wrong and she would always think she;s right all e time..

this is not the only matter.. too many until i cant say....

and yesterday frenz B talked to me saying about some unhappiness between her and A, i simply told her what i oso unhappy about A.

i think i really trust people too fast....

now making myself like a fool, like a betrayal!!!

but i didnt bad-mouth A. i just say what her attitude is tat makes me fed-up..

too many things le lah!!!!!! i think i am going crazy! i dun wan to be 双面人.

hai...

am i the one that is the [roblem? or i am not, i dun noe.

i am offically broke this month... hahaha...

no money to buy things i like... no money to shop... no money to do alots of things...

my this month salary needa use for course fee for kaplan...

i was accepted to kaplan... hehehe...

i will.. i must study hard!!!! i cant afford to waste time this time round.

i must oso manage my time well. have time work, study and time for FRENZ!

i like slim phones... how... i wanna get one!!!! but broke le how to buy.... hai...

arh.... thanks! lucky! i am able to surf net...

hehe.. cos my broadband having problem and i cant connect to e net...

made me sweat and worry...

now all done!!! hurray!

yesterday jen came my house and i realise poly got lots and lots and lots of homeworks...

can even cause them to burn mid-night oil

i helped her in video as tat was e onli thing i know how to do... hehe...

i caused her to lose some small pieces of paper which is meant for her project...

sori.. i realli din realised i was holding her file upside down while walking to my house from her house...

she's not angry but i feel gulity..

we stayed up late till 4plus...

i caused her to slp so late...

cos i wish to make e video better and interesting bah... cos maybe i trained in my previous cca that i need to do video perfectly nice..

she keeps thanking me... but i dun need tat...

cos wat r frenz for?! hahaha...

i wants to be an unconditional frenz.... whereby i dun ask for pay back...

thanks jiayong for the cake.

thanks bro for the cute pretty coin bank.

thanks amanda for the fun plant.

thanks the 5'J's ( jenny, joan, junnie, jowell, jasmine) for the bag that i really like very long le!!!!

xinhui, u really have good memory!!!

thanks my colleagues for the presents!

my birthday just over....

yesterday my frenz helped me to celebrate my birthday together. so touch!

thanks!!!!!

we went to the jerkthai restaraut to have lunch.. i chose tis restaraut cos' last year we went before on my birthday and i feel like having it again.

this time is at bugis area tat side. last year is at marina square... next year maybe at....

jenny, xinhui, junnie, kunthai, jiayong, karhwee and my bro!!! thanks for celebrating my birthday!!!

after tat we went xinhui's house played majong! hohoho.. i went there just to distribute money de.. cos i lost badly!!!

so bad right, they dun let burthday ger win!!! hahahaHa... lucky got karhwee to help pay half...

thanks and sorry karhwee!!!

before i go xh's house, me and jenny went plaza and i bought storybook....

i am aiming to read more books now...

yes!!! my birthday is here on my doorstep...

hurray!!!

but i feel that... not mani pple remember mii le...

i could not feel tat i am one of their frenz in their heart le....

how???

how to save it?

recently i read a book about good relationship with frenz...

they mentioned about writing letter to frenz that i value to tell them how much i value them...

but will they think i childish??? have nothing to do???

its my fault not spending time with them..

its my fault!

i really trying to save it...

my birthdae is coming!!! 3 days more!!!! waiting for tat day!!!

i am really looking forward celebratng with my frenz..

but i heard tat not mani goin... abit.... hehe...

jia you!

i will spend more times now with my frenz....

wait!!! forget to say! haha... eng chaing is my brother now!!! haha.. bro!!!

3 more days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

recently, i have found out my aims!!! my goal!!! my targe!!! hope i can do it...

i afraid tat i will give up halfway and will waste e money....

jia you!!!!

i have been reading a book that teach us to be happy...

i have realised tat i have not been taking out times for my frenz...

and tat i feel i have been drifting apart le...

how????? i cannot!!!!!

but after i start lesson, i will have even lesser time with them...

i am dead!!!!

will my frenz forget me? will they think that i dun value them???

i realli treasure them alot...

sometimes i feel that we have not been contacting each other for sometimes...

sometimes i feel tat they wont want to talk...

how?

to all my frenz here!!! i really value u all. i really hope i am one of e friends that is in ur heart...

i hope i am someone who u can confine to if got problem, happiness.

hey guys! sorry.. so long din blog...

i was very de sad!!! why? cos... my laptop was stolen. dun noe which evil person steal it....

reported police le but they said its hard to relieve it back..

but forget it bah... i bought new one already...

compaq its wat i bought...

life is soooo stresssss.... but i must thank one person!

jenny, thank you so much.. she's the one who help me alot through e collection of result...

my result? haha... surprisingly, did better but of no use..

get the meaning? but still did pass lah...

now i must thnk one more person.

meihao... thanks so much... lucky u told me about some good ideas for other pathway...

and that, i dun need to worry much le..

will my frenz think i stupid? please... no.....