THKQ ZILA! i noe u apecially tat day go buy.. really appreciated it!!!!! i luv it, my doraemon wor!!!

thks jacq for e bag. every year u bought bag for mii, haha.. smart arh noe i collect bags.

THKQ jen jas poh lee. so many surprise in this bear box... i luv it!!! butterfly with cat with key.. i love all. u guys noe my mind wat i like wor. great!!!! cute...

THKQ amanda for the charm and keychain... really very unique.

xinhui, shujun jowell kunthai xiangwei william! thkq! butterfly is my favourite. woo..hoo... the gold or bronze is oso my favoutite! u guys asked mii dont open the Thank you card from SK. it is e thoughts tat count. besides tat, i love SK, and i luv ur present! really...

THKQ warren and paul my 2 bosses for the present that they bought from Korea. they specially bought it there with the made in korea sign. cute, nice, special. besides tat, they are really very nice great bosses... they said they dont know i will like it or not, i say i already liked it cos i like the plastic bag. LOL... the plastic bag nice right???? very cute!!! they told me:" of course nice lah, need to pay one lei..." haha.. wow... great taste choosing plastic bag..

THKQ kor for the t-shirt. cool wor..

hello, i am back again... ps...

hahahaha.. i just ended my birthday for like few days already...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVA!!!! lolzzzz

THKQ jen, xinhui, pohlee, jas, shujun, jowell, amanda, kunthai for the Ajisen lunch.. its great to have a gd meal with u guys...

THKQ jen, xinhui, jas, pohlee, shujun, kor ec for singing k boxxx... kwen tat they need work early morning the next day, still they came. thks!!!!

THKQ xinhui, shujun, jowell, xiangwei, kunthai and william for the SK earring and necklace.. i really like it... i love butterfly.. i love e color bronze or gold color.. its one of my favourite color besides brown. i hv always been buying or choosing things with either bronze, gold or brown color.. u guys really got something tat i like.. u guys really noe my taste wor.. gd gd...

THKQ jen, jas and pohlee for the cute cat bag, butterfly earring and key braclet. and the bear box. butterfly... woo...hooo.. this year my theme must be butterfly.. cos all of uuu noe i lux butterfly.. cat.. haha.. its cute... i luv collecting buying looking at bags... i dun mind having alot of bags cos i luv it... braclet, key for miii to hv freedom.. hehe...

THKQ amanda for the lucky charm and erm... braclet? keychain? haha.. can be both.. yes... with ur lucky charm i will always be lucky... with e keychain braclet, i luv it.. it is very unique.. really didnt see it before..

THKQ kor for the t-shirt.. it is cute, casual, style... thkq!!!!

THKQ ZILA from my compass point work place... it is very nice to know uuuuu.. got u there to talk to, nag at, i feel lucky. ur angel fairy bracelt, my cutest doraemon... thkq!!!!!!!!!!!!

THKQ my 2 bosses for the present they specially bought from Korea. lucky my birthday is the time they are going to korea, if not, i wont get this from korea. hehehe.. thkq warren and paul for the accessory box and mouse pad made in korea. it is really very cute box and unique box. it is very nice and grateful to them for remembering me buying me present from korea.. thkq!!!

oops!!!! xiangwei commandor, dont kill miiiiii!!!! i really long time didnt see her le, and i really miss my this best best frenz....

wow, look! jenny dancing wor!!!! nice dance and show..

i love the cake... eating my happy birthday

making wishes.. wanna noe my wishes??? haha.. easy, happy forever and have lots of frenz and hope all my frenz dont forget mii this good frenz eva..

haha... i really miss all my frenz...

every year, i hv been waiting for 31 May, my big day! excited, nervous, happy awaiting for this day.. but this year, my feeling is totally different.. i dont feel any thing this year.. this 2010 is supposed to be my biggest day of life.. 21 yrs old.... but i really feel nothing.. i really dun noe why... my aunt asked me during e end of April..:" shimin arh, how u want to celebrate ur birthday? we book for u chalet?" i remain silence..... for few minutes.. i shaked my head dun noe.. dun want chalet.. i always follow wat my heart thinks. so when she asked, i told her"i want something simple bah" they were surprised. i didnt really look forward for my this big day... i really dun noe why...

but lucky i celebrated, if not, i will lose the opportunity to be with all my these best frenz... when i was celebrating with them, i feel the friendship ties, and warmth, like a big family... i really like this.. i really like the gathering. although not many pple celebrated with mii, i still feel very happy, cos its a simple celebration whereby we all can be together.. my big day, with my biggest best frenz, is a very best present for mii... oso it is a simple celebration tat i want..

i cant always be with them due to work, and oso due to the timing.. i cant be out at night, as they know... i cant have night life.. but my heart always with them and they are always in my heart... i always believe in NO MATTER WHERE WE ARE, HOW LONG WE DIDNT CONTACT OR SEE EACH OTHER, WE ARE ALWAYS BEST FRENZ. COS WE DONT FORGET EACH OTHER. i dont know wat they think. but i believe in this...

thkq guys!!!!

today went to pay skool fee...

intended to pay by nets, but having long queuing for depositing money..

so i pay by cash...

but lei, it caused problem for it..

when i pay the counter $963, she told mii there is onli $913.

so i checked my purse again, and i said:"couldn't be"

then she checked and apologised to mii cos she found the another $50 note on e floor from her side...hai.. lucky.. if not, i will anyhow waste $50 for nothing...

with so much cash with miii, i worried, scare when waiting for bus, inside the bus, walking to the school...

so ii decided to pay by nets in future..

hai.. hai...haiiii................

what am i supposed to do???? i think and think and think...

what i think of is.... only to have a big change of myself...

from body, from character, from appearance, from attitude....

i want a change!!!

but, where to start? how to start? what to start?

i dun noe!!!

life is sooo unfair... work is sooooo unfair.....

why like tat to miii?

speaking out my problem to them changed so much thing...

making them change opinion of miii, avoiding mii.... what else? i dun noe!!!

i didnt expect this... and i hate this... it made mii feel tat i am totally at fault

trying to make mii quilty, feel bad of it.

too unfair... my attitude may be rude but they oso at fault...

forget it...

i want to have a big change... but am i able to??? will i? am i? can i? should i?

i dun noe...

i saw a shocking news today and i really feel very sad for the kids and the wife.

Man falls to death after setting fire to Ang Mo Kio flat; 2 kids found dead.

i feel pity for the wife... who lost all her family in one day. why does the father wants to kill e children? i really feel sad for the kids. they are only 3 and 5 years old. it is too cruel to them! besides that, how would the wife be able to endure this pain? i read the news that she said: 要走自己走，为何带孩子走? and she been crying tat her family has to carry her out. i feel really very sad for her.

today when i went shopping, i saw many kids around. and each of them let me remember these 2 kids. i nearly cried. i really hope the wife can be strong. hope she can get over it although i noe it is really 200% hard.

life is so fragile, as this was not only the news i read. another one was the incident in the orchard road area whereby a newly groom fall dead after they have ended the wedding dinner, and the newly bride became widow after the dinner. it was really very sad and hurtful for the newly bride. wedding date anniversary is supposed to be a happy occasion, but to her, it is a very depressing occasion on the wedding anniversary. hope she can stay strong.

life is really very fragile. so i must treasure every time tat i have and make full use of it. happiness is all i wish for and to all my friends as well.

hai hai hai................ today something happened to mii... erm... actually not exactly to mii, but to my colleague and shop.. its related to shop so its to mii oso bah.. abit lor..

yesterday should be her bad day and today is her worse day... mii oso bah... yesterday the cashier short of money... its not her fault, should be some reasons to why it is short of money... coss it cannot be tat much bah... so she does not want to pay half with another colleague working with her yesterday. cos she knew firmly tat she did not give wrong money back to pple. and there are too many conicidence in between.

1. the another colleague was found to give wrong change back to customer many times le
2. why she can react so fast and naturally saying each pay half
3. why she trembled and nervous when this colleague said she wants to report this to the boss

and today, our boss called. he told mii each pay half... haha.. why tell mii? why i must be e messenger? so i pass the phone to my colleague and they talked and talked and talked.. and the voice and tone getting higher and higher and higher.. she felt very unfair cos it seems tat e boss is siding the another colleague..its true tat this boss always side this colleague.. so wat if she is senior? so wat if she is e 正派worker? so wat if she likes...? this colleague has tooo much negative side and we have to tolerate... why? cos boss dun believe.. or believe but still side her...

really cannot understand the way they do things... hai...and things solved as the another colleague said she will pay all... but still, this leave a big scar to this colleague and she really hates her le... why must tat colleague do all these things? hai... no brain at all...

i have been middleman, nono, middlegirl since secondary school to junior college... and now in my workplace as well. cos my boss asked me to be the middlegirl helping them consoling them. hai... middleman very tired and stress lei... cannot offend anyone and cannot be unfair.. hai.. so i told my colleague, i wont bother this matter le since its over and it is between both of them. and she ok with it.

hai... enough of my sorrows.. hehe... today i have no happiness to share.. ps..

my new lecturer Mr. Habib... haha... he is serious strict but oso a joker...

he brings out laughter in his sentence... his lesson never ever once make mii feel bored or sleepy at all... how amazing it is! hahahaha... international business... imust like this module cossss i want to do well...

my previous modules i admitted... i didnt do well as i didnt put in all my effort in doing it.
i must really thank my luck in my marketing reault...

i got back my result for marketing module le.. woohoo!!! i passed and with an unexpected surprising result... i really regretted for not dong all my best in marketing and i felt worried about whether i will pass or not. i was praying hard everyday till 30 october hoping i can pass...
and thanks!!!!! i passed!!! hurray!!!! and now, i am waiting for my human resource result and rushing for my international business study and assignment...

i have been telling myself, i have neglected all my frenz and in the result, i have not been going out with them.. one problem is, i cant have night life.... i really scare they forget mii cos i realised that their photos didnt consists of mii... i really worry.....

hey guys... i am officially back to blog!

if not, i think i am really lagging back... in frenzship...

i have not been seeing my frenz for very long le... and i think theyy have forgotten miii!!!

i really think so...

how???

hehe... now my course is giving mii lots of headache... how am iii going to do well???

tired+stress+work+studies+frenzship.....

arh!!!!!! save miiii plzzzzz!

today is my grandma's birthday!!!

生日快乐！！！爱你！

and today is e start of my lesson...

feeling.... scare... nth else..

be4 going skool, meet my buddy xinhui for lunch..

long time didnt meet her le wor...

onli few days ago coincidence met her at bugis..

i knew after my start of skool, i will have less time with my frenzs... so i hope i can use evry of my free time with them.

in my heart, even if we have long time no contact, we will still be as normal, best buddy!!!

i these few days thinking whether my frenz will think i...

cos i cant have much nightlife during this H1N1 period...

scare they think i wat... but e problem didnt lie on me, is my grandma...

old lady would think differently, and i agreed!

she keeps forbidding me going out, esp at night.

makes me feel like i no freedom at all.

but i understand her intention...

hope my frenz understand...

day life i cam...

this 2 weeks sure very stress very tired very busy...

cos rushing out my assigment which due on 5 sep..

it consists 50%. so i must really do my best!!!

jia you!!!!!

ok le... finalli i blog.. xinhui... saw it? i blog le!!!

hai... long time noo see again....

haha... last few week sick again.... very de weak hoh...

hehe...

been vomiting and head very heavy...

then i went to my family clinic.. and she said i too much stress, must relax!!!

O..o... i been thinking alot... too much things to be think of...

hai... true...

now i really dun noe how.... hai...