i dun noe why but i lovev tis lyris very much... this song quite long le i noe.. i slow mah... muahahaha...

一九四三世界大战

阿嬷年轻的时候

爷爷爱她那么多

他们感情很深

但是爷爷身负重任

就在离乡的那夜

给了阿嬷一个吻 轻声说到

我要离去别再哭泣

不要伤心请你相信我

要等待我的爱 陪你永不离开

因为会有那么一天

我们牵著手在草原

听鸟儿歌唱的声音

听我说声我爱你

夕阳西下鸟儿回家

阿嬷躺在病床上

呼吸有一点散漫

眼神却很温柔

看著爷爷湿透的眼

握著他粗糙的手

阿嬷的泪水开始流

轻声说道

i love it very much. it sound so romantic and so sad.... i love this everlasting love. no matter wat matter, u will still be loved by e person. so sweet, so a good man... when will i found one? hehe... dream on, eva! haha...

cheer up my frenz

this post is specially made for my dear frenz who is very moody and sad(i think) today. i do not know why but i hope she can get over it soon. i dun wan say who she is as it is confidential. haha.. hey my dear frenz, we are there/here for you... if u wan find some1 to talk to, can find us or some1 u can confide to. dun keep things inside ur heart. it ll be very de stress de. i just want to tell u that:

WE R ALWAYS BESIDE U DE... cheer up my dear xiang gong. hehe...


above are some photos i went to search for it, dun noe can help or not but i try bah... we r frenz...



WE FRIENDS！有难同担，有福同享！

happy birthdae wei ling

Happy BIRTHDAE Wei Ling!!!

Haha.. 20yrs old loh... hehe... auntie... hehe... enjoy ur dae!!! sorry i forgot ur birthdae!!! but i realli sincere here... hehe... hahaha... see the time and date when i upload tis.. is at the dot 12am at 12 august... haha.. see how nice i am... stayed up till 12 to do this.. hehe.. hope u like it... enjoy ur dae... hehe...

todae as usual, i went out again... haha.. again...

sorry my books, i didnt touch u all these few days.. dun be angry...

todae i meet up with my frenz wei ling.. i introduce my bro and my small cousin sis to her...

they both mix well, esp my bro who is very active...active until he broke something at the mini tools..

after tat, we went to sakae sushi to eat. haha.. we are e most noisy table among the others. hai..

after eating, we go digesting by shopping again after sending my bro and my sis back to my aunt.

i feel so bad and gulity...

i onli realised tat wei ling birthdae is tomorrow!!!when i was with her... i even straight asked her which dae... SORRY WEI LING!!!

happy early birthdae to u wei ling...

hai.. tml skool re-open le... get back to my study mood loh...

now i have 2 important thing to do. tat isssss:

1. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOWELL!!!
2. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO my dear frensss... enjoy ur dae todae bah!!!!!!

haha todae i went out with my sec skool frenz.. let me tell u wat we did...

1. todae we went to celebrate national dae!!! haha(indirectly)
2. we are actualli celebrating 1 of my frenz's birthdae which still has 2 more days to go.
3. first we went to bugis to meet 2 of our frenz before goin to PS for dinner. but in e end, our frenz left us alone and went ahead first le... hai... we keep our best to struggle e way to PS as we didnt noe e way. lucky we managed to reach there...
4. we went to hv dinner @ cartel cafe. we hv ten pple so we hv to queue for very long. hai... lucky we r patient pple and e other 4 not yet reach, so we waited...
5. finally we gt e seat... haha... we ordered e food, but its too early to order as e food arrived too soon le when one of e frenz juz ordered his.. so we waited for his and the birthdae boy to start eating first be4 we can start ours. we waited until e food turns cold and 'rusty'..haha.. still, we enjoyed e food.
6. after tat, we saw jeremy!!! oh my! he grow taller... hahaha.. he is bold.. hahaha.. cos he is in NS now... i realli miss him when i saw him...
7. after tat, we walk and walk and walk.... dun noe where we heading but we walk and walk and walk... after e long 'exercise', we reached esplanade! e scenary is sooooo nice!!!! we girls of course taking photos while e guys, as usual, chit-chatting...

haha... u noe wat? 1 strange thing happened to us in e bus when we are goin home.. there's one indian guy acting very weird, keep looking at girls like his own business like tat... e way he lloks make us feel he is a pervert... we quickly message our frenz who were spread around in e bus to be careful... he even looked at boys. one of our guy frenz nearly wan to beat him up by staring at him first to warn him... haha, tats sound so funny... he just look too pervert and so all our frenz alight and send each and everyone back home... haha.. so muz be careful gers...

overall, todae i realli hv great fun... haha, i feel great going out with my secondary school frenz...

todae i went SGH for medical appointment to see neutrology doctor... at first tat time when i was asked to see neutrology doctor, i was thinking wats tat? i went to check. oh my! 神经病医生。haha... no lah, its 神经线医生。shocked? sorry... haha... lucky i was checked and turned up to be alright but... i was comfirmed tat i have mybrain... oh so sad... i would easily get head spinning and would be feeling very uneasy de... hai... hope i can recover bah...


last 3 weeks my frenz gave me someone's blog and i went... oh my, when i read, its so sad, i mearly cry out... i cAnt believe this would happen... life is so fragile... it give me a thought tat i should and i would and i muz treasure my life and make good use of it... i realli hope the girl would stay strong... i noe it would be very hard and tough.. if it is me, touchwood, i would not be as strong as her.. i would admit she is really strong... i hope she continue to be strong. just now when i read hers again as i would always go her blog to see, its realli sad, i feel like crying le... plz be strong... i have been thinking from these few days although it is quite stupid question... why give us a life when going to take back in the end? haha... stupid rite? i noe...
guys! my frenz, plz be strong and plz treasure life well and life is really precious but fragile. so take good care of ur life...

i realli love u all my frenz....

filming

hai... so sad... we cant realli step down from cca as we have not finish our filming project yet... we cant blame anyone.. e onli one i can blame is myself. who ask me to delay? hahaha... todae we went filming... i always have a flexible thinking as i think the people would be able to come up with their own script after explaining to them wat i expected from the scene- sometimes only cos they do not realli accept my scripts... so sad... am i tat inefficient? am i realli tat bad director? i hv been asking myself... i cant get a definite answer... but i noe i did put in effort before, but they just cant see it bah... todae i realli feel bad for some of my frenz... because of my stupid mistake and forgetness, i caused them to waste time helping me to act. i beg them to help to film and they agreed... i realli very happy. they even helped me to think of the lines to say and they realli act very well.. but but but!!! i forgot to check the format to hdv, and every thing i film is of no use... i was so frustrated of myself... they realli act well but i... spolit it. they cant be able to come b ack to film for me cos they need to rush to other place. they stayed because of helping me but i... why i am like tat???? SORRY HAIGUANG, SORRY REKHA.

i realli appreciate the actors and actress in helping me in this film. because of their help, i am able to film smoothly. THANKS KAI TING, THANKS ZHI LUN, THANKS WAI KIT, THANKS SYAZ, THANKS LUTFI, THANKS SYIMA, THANKS ZHEN XIANG AND REALLI MUZ THANKS THANKS JUN YANG cos he didnt hestitate and quickly agreed to help me to act without telling him the story at first. i love you guys!!!

today my mum went back to china le... i dont dare to cry out in front of her, telling her i really cant bear... because i dont want her to worry... mummy, i really miss you... although i dun seem to in front of you, but i really miss you in my heart... i afraid my brother would be very sad, so i went to bring him out. i brought him to bugis.. shop, play, eat... brought him to ajisen to eat... brought him to arcade to play... brought him to shop shop shop...haha... mummy, i have put up e photos of yan xiang le... dont worry about us... love you mum... realli love you...