Go Jia You Eva!!!

2011-09-21T07:25:00.001+08:00

2011-09-21T07:19:00.001+08:00

Haha... Lantern festival...before lantern festival, i'hv been asking alot pple how r they going to spend the day.. Go plau candles.. They replied me how old r they Liao.. Lol! But I feel like playing candles, and even the lantern.. This festival didn't classified for any age bah and if really do, my hearts young lei.. Hahaha! Tat day me jasmine Jenny, 3 of us went to petir park and played candles! It was fun. Fun in tat we 3 girls bonding again.. The things we shared, played, chat..is e main part to the fun! And putting sparklers too! However, during work tt day, we were thinking why not holiday? Some pple replied: not Chinese lo.. Lolxxx!

2011-09-20T07:25:00.001+08:00

Early morning rushing down to make payment for Hp bill.. Called M1 and informed them but I really irritated with the call center. Is it that call center no need show their face so they can show their arrogant to us? Not only m1, other call center services oso e same. Didn't think of customer lo. I thought spore is customer first? Or it tat face to face is customer first and calling is nothing. Like this where has difference with covered face? Hai...

2011-09-20T01:26:00.001+08:00

Helo! Back again.. Will update ASAP when free

2011-04-07T00:19:00.000+08:00

i think i come back again? haha.. i been MIA for sooo long, my dear friends may think i forsake or forget them. i NOT!!! so i will update my blog to tell them wat i been doing le... sorry friends...

2010-06-08T01:13:00.006+08:00

THKQ ZILA! i noe u apecially tat day go buy.. really appreciated it!!!!! i luv it, my doraemon wor!!!

thks jacq for e bag. every year u bought bag for mii, haha.. smart arh noe i collect bags.

THKQ jen jas poh lee. so many surprise in this bear box... i luv it!!! butterfly with cat with key.. i love all. u guys noe my mind wat i like wor. great!!!! cute...

THKQ amanda for the charm and keychain... really very unique.

xinhui, shujun jowell kunthai xiangwei william! thkq! butterfly is my favourite. woo..hoo... the gold or bronze is oso my favoutite! u guys asked mii dont open the Thank you card from SK. it is e thoughts tat count. besides tat, i love SK, and i luv ur present! really...

THKQ warren and paul my 2 bosses for the present that they bought from Korea. they specially bought it there with the made in korea sign. cute, nice, special. besides tat, they are really very nice great bosses... they said they dont know i will like it or not, i say i already liked it cos i like the plastic bag. LOL... the plastic bag nice right???? very cute!!! they told me:" of course nice lah, need to pay one lei..." haha.. wow... great taste choosing plastic bag..

THKQ kor for the t-shirt. cool wor..

2010-06-07T23:54:00.011+08:00

hello, i am back again... ps...

hahahaha.. i just ended my birthday for like few days already...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVA!!!! lolzzzz

THKQ jen, xinhui, pohlee, jas, shujun, jowell, amanda, kunthai for the Ajisen lunch.. its great to have a gd meal with u guys...

THKQ jen, xinhui, jas, pohlee, shujun, kor ec for singing k boxxx... kwen tat they need work early morning the next day, still they came. thks!!!!

THKQ xinhui, shujun, jowell, xiangwei, kunthai and william for the SK earring and necklace.. i really like it... i love butterfly.. i love e color bronze or gold color.. its one of my favourite color besides brown. i hv always been buying or choosing things with either bronze, gold or brown color.. u guys really got something tat i like.. u guys really noe my taste wor.. gd gd...

THKQ jen, jas and pohlee for the cute cat bag, butterfly earring and key braclet. and the bear box. butterfly... woo...hooo.. this year my theme must be butterfly.. cos all of uuu noe i lux butterfly.. cat.. haha.. its cute... i luv collecting buying looking at bags... i dun mind having alot of bags cos i luv it... braclet, key for miii to hv freedom.. hehe...

THKQ amanda for the lucky charm and erm... braclet? keychain? haha.. can be both.. yes... with ur lucky charm i will always be lucky... with e keychain braclet, i luv it.. it is very unique.. really didnt see it before..

THKQ kor for the t-shirt.. it is cute, casual, style... thkq!!!!

THKQ ZILA from my compass point work place... it is very nice to know uuuuu.. got u there to talk to, nag at, i feel lucky. ur angel fairy bracelt, my cutest doraemon... thkq!!!!!!!!!!!!

THKQ my 2 bosses for the present they specially bought from Korea. lucky my birthday is the time they are going to korea, if not, i wont get this from korea. hehehe.. thkq warren and paul for the accessory box and mouse pad made in korea. it is really very cute box and unique box. it is very nice and grateful to them for remembering me buying me present from korea.. thkq!!!

oops!!!! xiangwei commandor, dont kill miiiiii!!!! i really long time didnt see her le, and i really miss my this best best frenz....

wow, look! jenny dancing wor!!!! nice dance and show..

i love the cake... eating my happy birthday

making wishes.. wanna noe my wishes??? haha.. easy, happy forever and have lots of frenz and hope all my frenz dont forget mii this good frenz eva..

haha... i really miss all my frenz...

every year, i hv been waiting for 31 May, my big day! excited, nervous, happy awaiting for this day.. but this year, my feeling is totally different.. i dont feel any thing this year.. this 2010 is supposed to be my biggest day of life.. 21 yrs old.... but i really feel nothing.. i really dun noe why... my aunt asked me during e end of April..:" shimin arh, how u want to celebrate ur birthday? we book for u chalet?" i remain silence..... for few minutes.. i shaked my head dun noe.. dun want chalet.. i always follow wat my heart thinks. so when she asked, i told her"i want something simple bah" they were surprised. i didnt really look forward for my this big day... i really dun noe why...

but lucky i celebrated, if not, i will lose the opportunity to be with all my these best frenz... when i was celebrating with them, i feel the friendship ties, and warmth, like a big family... i really like this.. i really like the gathering. although not many pple celebrated with mii, i still feel very happy, cos its a simple celebration whereby we all can be together.. my big day, with my biggest best frenz, is a very best present for mii... oso it is a simple celebration tat i want..

i cant always be with them due to work, and oso due to the timing.. i cant be out at night, as they know... i cant have night life.. but my heart always with them and they are always in my heart... i always believe in NO MATTER WHERE WE ARE, HOW LONG WE DIDNT CONTACT OR SEE EACH OTHER, WE ARE ALWAYS BEST FRENZ. COS WE DONT FORGET EACH OTHER. i dont know wat they think. but i believe in this...

thkq guys!!!!

2010-01-11T23:34:00.002+08:00

today went to pay skool fee...

intended to pay by nets, but having long queuing for depositing money..

so i pay by cash...

but lei, it caused problem for it..

when i pay the counter $963, she told mii there is onli $913.

so i checked my purse again, and i said:"couldn't be"

then she checked and apologised to mii cos she found the another $50 note on e floor from her side...hai.. lucky.. if not, i will anyhow waste $50 for nothing...

with so much cash with miii, i worried, scare when waiting for bus, inside the bus, walking to the school...

so ii decided to pay by nets in future..

2010-01-11T23:24:00.002+08:00

hai.. hai...haiiii................

what am i supposed to do???? i think and think and think...

what i think of is.... only to have a big change of myself...

from body, from character, from appearance, from attitude....

i want a change!!!

but, where to start? how to start? what to start?

i dun noe!!!

life is sooo unfair... work is sooooo unfair.....

why like tat to miii?

speaking out my problem to them changed so much thing...

making them change opinion of miii, avoiding mii.... what else? i dun noe!!!

i didnt expect this... and i hate this... it made mii feel tat i am totally at fault

trying to make mii quilty, feel bad of it.

too unfair... my attitude may be rude but they oso at fault...

forget it...

i want to have a big change... but am i able to??? will i? am i? can i? should i?

i dun noe...

2009-11-10T00:58:00.002+08:00

i saw a shocking news today and i really feel very sad for the kids and the wife.

Man falls to death after setting fire to Ang Mo Kio flat; 2 kids found dead.

i feel pity for the wife... who lost all her family in one day. why does the father wants to kill e children? i really feel sad for the kids. they are only 3 and 5 years old. it is too cruel to them! besides that, how would the wife be able to endure this pain? i read the news that she said: 要走自己走，为何带孩子走? and she been crying tat her family has to carry her out. i feel really very sad for her.

today when i went shopping, i saw many kids around. and each of them let me remember these 2 kids. i nearly cried. i really hope the wife can be strong. hope she can get over it although i noe it is really 200% hard.

life is so fragile, as this was not only the news i read. another one was the incident in the orchard road area whereby a newly groom fall dead after they have ended the wedding dinner, and the newly bride became widow after the dinner. it was really very sad and hurtful for the newly bride. wedding date anniversary is supposed to be a happy occasion, but to her, it is a very depressing occasion on the wedding anniversary. hope she can stay strong.

life is really very fragile. so i must treasure every time tat i have and make full use of it. happiness is all i wish for and to all my friends as well.

2009-11-03T22:52:00.002+08:00

hai hai hai................ today something happened to mii... erm... actually not exactly to mii, but to my colleague and shop.. its related to shop so its to mii oso bah.. abit lor..

yesterday should be her bad day and today is her worse day... mii oso bah... yesterday the cashier short of money... its not her fault, should be some reasons to why it is short of money... coss it cannot be tat much bah... so she does not want to pay half with another colleague working with her yesterday. cos she knew firmly tat she did not give wrong money back to pple. and there are too many conicidence in between.

the another colleague was found to give wrong change back to customer many times le
why she can react so fast and naturally saying each pay half
why she trembled and nervous when this colleague said she wants to report this to the boss

and today, our boss called. he told mii each pay half... haha.. why tell mii? why i must be e messenger? so i pass the phone to my colleague and they talked and talked and talked.. and the voice and tone getting higher and higher and higher.. she felt very unfair cos it seems tat e boss is siding the another colleague..its true tat this boss always side this colleague.. so wat if she is senior? so wat if she is e 正派worker? so wat if she likes...? this colleague has tooo much negative side and we have to tolerate... why? cos boss dun believe.. or believe but still side her...

really cannot understand the way they do things... hai...and things solved as the another colleague said she will pay all... but still, this leave a big scar to this colleague and she really hates her le... why must tat colleague do all these things? hai... no brain at all...

i have been middleman, nono, middlegirl since secondary school to junior college... and now in my workplace as well. cos my boss asked me to be the middlegirl helping them consoling them. hai... middleman very tired and stress lei... cannot offend anyone and cannot be unfair.. hai.. so i told my colleague, i wont bother this matter le since its over and it is between both of them. and she ok with it.

hai... enough of my sorrows.. hehe... today i have no happiness to share.. ps..

2009-11-03T00:09:00.002+08:00

my new lecturer Mr. Habib... haha... he is serious strict but oso a joker...

he brings out laughter in his sentence... his lesson never ever once make mii feel bored or sleepy at all... how amazing it is! hahahaha... international business... imust like this module cossss i want to do well...

my previous modules i admitted... i didnt do well as i didnt put in all my effort in doing it.
i must really thank my luck in my marketing reault...

i got back my result for marketing module le.. woohoo!!! i passed and with an unexpected surprising result... i really regretted for not dong all my best in marketing and i felt worried about whether i will pass or not. i was praying hard everyday till 30 october hoping i can pass...
and thanks!!!!! i passed!!! hurray!!!! and now, i am waiting for my human resource result and rushing for my international business study and assignment...

i have been telling myself, i have neglected all my frenz and in the result, i have not been going out with them.. one problem is, i cant have night life.... i really scare they forget mii cos i realised that their photos didnt consists of mii... i really worry.....

2009-11-03T00:07:00.002+08:00

hey guys... i am officially back to blog!

if not, i think i am really lagging back... in frenzship...

i have not been seeing my frenz for very long le... and i think theyy have forgotten miii!!!

i really think so...

how???

hehe... now my course is giving mii lots of headache... how am iii going to do well???

tired+stress+work+studies+frenzship.....

arh!!!!!! save miiii plzzzzz!

2009-08-19T00:44:00.002+08:00

today is my grandma's birthday!!!

生日快乐！！！爱你！

and today is e start of my lesson...

feeling.... scare... nth else..

be4 going skool, meet my buddy xinhui for lunch..

long time didnt meet her le wor...

onli few days ago coincidence met her at bugis..

i knew after my start of skool, i will have less time with my frenzs... so i hope i can use evry of my free time with them.

in my heart, even if we have long time no contact, we will still be as normal, best buddy!!!

i these few days thinking whether my frenz will think i...

cos i cant have much nightlife during this H1N1 period...

scare they think i wat... but e problem didnt lie on me, is my grandma...

old lady would think differently, and i agreed!

she keeps forbidding me going out, esp at night.

makes me feel like i no freedom at all.

but i understand her intention...

hope my frenz understand...

day life i cam...

this 2 weeks sure very stress very tired very busy...

cos rushing out my assigment which due on 5 sep..

it consists 50%. so i must really do my best!!!

jia you!!!!!

ok le... finalli i blog.. xinhui... saw it? i blog le!!!

2009-07-17T13:21:00.002+08:00

hai... long time noo see again....

haha... last few week sick again.... very de weak hoh...

hehe...

been vomiting and head very heavy...

then i went to my family clinic.. and she said i too much stress, must relax!!!

O..o... i been thinking alot... too much things to be think of...

hai... true...

now i really dun noe how.... hai...

2009-06-26T20:42:00.002+08:00

omg!!! this week i am sick. last sunday having cough, flu and sore throat.. monday having fever,,,

omg!!! is it H1N1???

haha... luckily not...

went to 24 hour clinic to see doctor...

this clinic actually not very... dun noe how to say lah..

their way of doing things are too unorganised!!! and are not really prepared!!!

the doctor is ok, but the procedures outside... i could not describe...

they gave me a thought that is: they open clinic just for the sake of opening clinic..

but overall, ok lah, at least i am satisfied tat i am ok!!!

2009-06-26T20:25:00.002+08:00

i am feeling confused, scare and worry...

i think i have become 2 different people behaving different things towards 2 different people...

双面人...

this is what i hate most...

but i think i am becoming one...

i am dead..

people keep saying i am very easy believe people, thinking that this person is nice, good..

and i think this is a fact.. which i have reconfirmed..

in e first place, i and my frenz A been dissatisfied with our another frenz B...

A disliked B, but i am not.. i just hate her way of doing things and towards people, cos she oso a 双面人

so we been complaining to each other about B... which is the last that i want to do.. cos i dun realli like to complain...

i dun wan any trouble coming to me...

but as times goes by, i realised that i oso cant go along well with this frenz A as well...

she has been making mistakes all along, but she does not know she is doing wrong..

i cant correct her cos she would be angry and said:" i offended u again?!"

she is someone who wont admit she is wrong and she would always think she;s right all e time..

this is not the only matter.. too many until i cant say....

and yesterday frenz B talked to me saying about some unhappiness between her and A, i simply told her what i oso unhappy about A.

i think i really trust people too fast....

now making myself like a fool, like a betrayal!!!

but i didnt bad-mouth A. i just say what her attitude is tat makes me fed-up..

too many things le lah!!!!!! i think i am going crazy! i dun wan to be 双面人.

hai...

am i the one that is the [roblem? or i am not, i dun noe.

2009-06-05T23:07:00.002+08:00

i am offically broke this month... hahaha...

no money to buy things i like... no money to shop... no money to do alots of things...

my this month salary needa use for course fee for kaplan...

i was accepted to kaplan... hehehe...

i will.. i must study hard!!!! i cant afford to waste time this time round.

i must oso manage my time well. have time work, study and time for FRENZ!

i like slim phones... how... i wanna get one!!!! but broke le how to buy.... hai...

2009-06-05T22:58:00.002+08:00

arh.... thanks! lucky! i am able to surf net...

hehe.. cos my broadband having problem and i cant connect to e net...

made me sweat and worry...

now all done!!! hurray!

yesterday jen came my house and i realise poly got lots and lots and lots of homeworks...

can even cause them to burn mid-night oil

i helped her in video as tat was e onli thing i know how to do... hehe...

i caused her to lose some small pieces of paper which is meant for her project...

sori.. i realli din realised i was holding her file upside down while walking to my house from her house...

she's not angry but i feel gulity..

we stayed up late till 4plus...

i caused her to slp so late...

cos i wish to make e video better and interesting bah... cos maybe i trained in my previous cca that i need to do video perfectly nice..

she keeps thanking me... but i dun need tat...

cos wat r frenz for?! hahaha...

i wants to be an unconditional frenz.... whereby i dun ask for pay back...

2009-06-01T11:16:00.003+08:00

thanks jiayong for the cake.

thanks bro for the cute pretty coin bank.

thanks amanda for the fun plant.

thanks the 5'J's ( jenny, joan, junnie, jowell, jasmine) for the bag that i really like very long le!!!!

xinhui, u really have good memory!!!

thanks my colleagues for the presents!

2009-06-01T10:34:00.004+08:00

my birthday just over....

yesterday my frenz helped me to celebrate my birthday together. so touch!

thanks!!!!!

we went to the jerkthai restaraut to have lunch.. i chose tis restaraut cos' last year we went before on my birthday and i feel like having it again.

this time is at bugis area tat side. last year is at marina square... next year maybe at....

jenny, xinhui, junnie, kunthai, jiayong, karhwee and my bro!!! thanks for celebrating my birthday!!!

after tat we went xinhui's house played majong! hohoho.. i went there just to distribute money de.. cos i lost badly!!!

so bad right, they dun let burthday ger win!!! hahahaHa... lucky got karhwee to help pay half...

thanks and sorry karhwee!!!

before i go xh's house, me and jenny went plaza and i bought storybook....

i am aiming to read more books now...

2009-05-31T10:18:00.002+08:00

yes!!! my birthday is here on my doorstep...

hurray!!!

but i feel that... not mani pple remember mii le...

i could not feel tat i am one of their frenz in their heart le....

how???

how to save it?

recently i read a book about good relationship with frenz...

they mentioned about writing letter to frenz that i value to tell them how much i value them...

but will they think i childish??? have nothing to do???

its my fault not spending time with them..

its my fault!

i really trying to save it...

2009-05-29T14:31:00.002+08:00

my birthdae is coming!!! 3 days more!!!! waiting for tat day!!!

i am really looking forward celebratng with my frenz..

but i heard tat not mani goin... abit.... hehe...

jia you!

i will spend more times now with my frenz....

wait!!! forget to say! haha... eng chaing is my brother now!!! haha.. bro!!!

3 more days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-29T14:25:00.002+08:00

recently, i have found out my aims!!! my goal!!! my targe!!! hope i can do it...

i afraid tat i will give up halfway and will waste e money....

jia you!!!!

i have been reading a book that teach us to be happy...

i have realised tat i have not been taking out times for my frenz...

and tat i feel i have been drifting apart le...

how????? i cannot!!!!!

but after i start lesson, i will have even lesser time with them...

i am dead!!!!

will my frenz forget me? will they think that i dun value them???

i realli treasure them alot...

sometimes i feel that we have not been contacting each other for sometimes...

sometimes i feel tat they wont want to talk...

how?

to all my frenz here!!! i really value u all. i really hope i am one of e friends that is in ur heart...

i hope i am someone who u can confine to if got problem, happiness.

2009-05-29T14:19:00.002+08:00

hey guys! sorry.. so long din blog...

i was very de sad!!! why? cos... my laptop was stolen. dun noe which evil person steal it....

reported police le but they said its hard to relieve it back..

but forget it bah... i bought new one already...

compaq its wat i bought...

life is soooo stresssss.... but i must thank one person!

jenny, thank you so much.. she's the one who help me alot through e collection of result...

my result? haha... surprisingly, did better but of no use..

get the meaning? but still did pass lah...

now i must thnk one more person.

meihao... thanks so much... lucky u told me about some good ideas for other pathway...

and that, i dun need to worry much le..

will my frenz think i stupid? please... no.....

2009-03-20T21:49:00.004+08:00

our tourist! pretty right?

their famous salmon...

i really love and miss finland!!!! and oso J2 and J1s guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-20T21:36:00.002+08:00

i just changed to my contact lens...

still getting used to it...

why change?

haha... pple tot 爱美..

no lor... cos my back ears got serious infection... cos of wearing glasses...

i realli becoming very auntie...

why???

cos i been forgetting things...

jen asked me to help her get something but i still forget...

and this is... not... the first time....

haha...

i dun lye goin compass point to wk...

why???

hai... 80% pple called me auntie...

i dun lye!!!!

there's one sunday when i work, some pple asked me can change $$$ or not...

customer: auntie, can change 5 $10?

me: dun have！

actually i have alot inside e cashier... but i dun change...

bad? they then bad and blind!

haha...

oh i forgot to put e finland pics out... ltr bah...

2009-03-20T21:34:00.002+08:00

sorry guys... tooo busy... too busy.... to... blog le....

work work work...... frm 10.45am to 10pm...

wake up 9am...

sleeps at 12am plus...

so cant get to blog....

off one day... and e one day is always occupied...

now i am back... but not back everytime...

2008-12-15T02:14:00.004+08:00

hey guys!!! i am back again!!!

haha... everytime went away for soooo long rite me?!

no choice! i went to a far far place. took 16 hours plus from singapore to there...

to where? to... Finland!!!!!!

it is really a nice country, nice people, nice scenery, nice snow, nice winter...

at first when i knew i am going finland with my school nma frenz, i was wondering where is finland?

now after i went there, i really feel like going back there...

why?

because... lets start fom the environment:

the scenery there is really nice. although u cant see sun cos of the winter, the place is really cool and nice.

the house there is totally different from s'pore. they do not have HDB flat..

PEOPLE

the people there is really very friendly and nice. at first we tot that they would be rude and fierce to us, but NO! they did not. they r really very nice. they tried to make us feel like one big family. they talked to us preventing us from being bored.

although they could not speak english well, they would still try their best to talk to us. we are really touched by their action.

the people in finland really very interesting as when we were at the train station sitting down as a group, many people came to us to ask where we are from and hope we have a nice day. WOW! that is really very touching move!

FOOD

the food there i have to admit... i am not too used to it... but luckily, we have chinese food as well..

but still, when we went chinese restaurant, we were scared. because... we have been eating oranges everyday!!! we get sick of it and oranges makes our lip even more pain. when we see oranges, we always say: HUH!!!!

miss wong and mr lee been becoming our nanny asking us to eat vegetables.. scare that we have constipation.. hahaha... and whenever we saw vegetables, we would spit job by telling one another to eat... actually we must thank mr lee and ms wong.. cos.. we go do business almost everyday!!!

PLACE

i went to alot of places!!!

rock church
old market hall
esplanade park
suomenlinna
kiasma museum
espoo museum
design museum
lapland
reindeer farm
husky farm
santa village
porvoo
tikkurila upper secondary school

the place really very nice!!! especially santa village where the santa claus is staying!!! i sent some secret suprise to some pple there...

the school is also very nice. the students there are really very friendly!!! teachers as well( antti and aija). do u noe? do u noe? do u noe how the students address the teachers? they would call them by their first name!!! they do not need to call them mr, miss, mdm... haha.. i was shocked!!! at first i was thinking wow thats great.. but actually there's not much different except that the relationship between the teachers and students are much more closer.

then we asked our teachers can we call them by names in the school when we reached, haha.. they stared at us... hohoho...

their school system is much more flexible than us in singapore. their teachers are really very nice. even they did something wrong, they would still be nice to them. for example, when there is a student late for lesson for 10 minutes, the teacher just said try to sneak in... haha.. that was really funny!!! the teachers would always encourage them, keep saying good job and well done keep praising them.

i like their school system in a way that they are more flexible and not too stress. but i oso like singapore school system. different place has different system. i like both i can say.

the school students are really friendly. they brought us around, talk to us... they are really nice people. i have met and knew many frenz.. i am really elated about it...

haha.. oso got alot of handsome guys and pretty gals..i not lesbian arh...

BAD Experience.

my mum brought a new camera for me but my frenz accidentally dropped it!!!! and it spoilt!!!

i feel angry and sad!!! but i can't show it out...

i did cry very long...

but i need control there.. i dun wan my frenz to feel bad or remorseful..

and i cant took much photos le... but lucky my other frenz helped me..

another bad thing happened to me is that...

as u noe, i have never get into an embulance and sent to hospital before..

but this happened to me in finland.. first time somemore!!!

i was nearly unconcious... nose bleeding till hard to breathe.. no strength in my legs..

and when the embulance came, they said i am having high fever..

OMG! i didnt even noe i am having fever...

but no worries, i have recovered.. all thanks to mr lee, ms wong, lisa, marvin, shou jun and wee jie!!!

but overall!!! really very nice finland!!! i love finland!!!!! really enjoy myself there!!!

0744A

2008-11-14T21:18:00.005+08:00

hahah.. i starting to miss 0744A!!!! cos of my frenz blog a touching post for us!!! i miss too mani things in 0744A!!!

i know it still can't defeat e top place in my heart of the best memories of mine in secondary school as i have spent 5 yrs there and alots of happiness and unhappiness are from there, but still, 0744A is one that i will remember always and always and always... i miss....

syima's jokes
rekha's laughter
del's xxxx( always come out from her mouth the word but didnt make me angry at all)
lutfi's blurrrness
haiguang's absence
lia's noisiness
syaz's acting
syazwani's voice
tasha's spaghatti
leeyana's maggi mee
aishah's free food
weiting's silent killer
kaiting's randomness
meihao's lameeee

not forgetting...

zafirah's smiling face
nalini's femine
hashima's birthday february( cos last yr we made a mistake thought hers is on ocyober and celebrated for her)
farah's daring

haha.. lia, mine is shorter than urs, but still hv e feeling...

hey guys, i realli hope we r not hi-bye frenz, but we cant predict... so when we see each other , mus make sure u still remember ME!!! cos i will definitely remember u guys!!!

i am making a short video for u guys

somemore photos here.. sorry didnt able to add in..

although this yr 0744A took very few photos, but i NOE we have keep it in our hearts cos this is 0744A's SECRET!!! yeah!!!

i will miss u guys!!! i will always remember e birthday party u guys made for me as well.. unforgetable times...

2008-11-13T20:23:00.002+08:00

HeY gUyS!!!! I am........ BACK!!!!!

A-levels i am done with!!!

miss u my blog!!!!

haha... let see e over-view of my october story....

begin:

october is my worst month... why?

my dog nearly passed away due to serious infection
planned to go indonesia with my papa, but his passport and his belongings was all stolen
A-levels exams coming

i am really feeling miserable at that time when my dog is seriously sick. i cried e whole day, accompanied her e whole day, prayed for her e whole day. luckily she was saved as e surgery was a huge success! thanks the doctor who saved her. e doctor at first told me very serious and e surgery was only 50-50. so thanks alot to this doctor at Ang mo kia ' animal doctors'.

i oso need to tkank my frenz who been with me, consoling me... thks jen, meihao... i don wan my other frenz to worry so i didnt tell them at tat time. i was sad, very sad tat i neeeda talk to someone and luckily jen and meihao were there for me on the phone. thks meihao, weiting and kaiting to accompanied me to go visit my dog at the clinic. thks!!!

and ya.. i was supposed to go indonesia with my papa for 3 days to go there praying. i was abit excited cos i never go there before and i think its good for my history(haha...). but when i am ready waiting for my papa to come and fetch me, he called and said tat his belongings and passport was stolen. hai... spoilt my days...

tat month was really a bad month for me! and i am dead! if tat was really my bad month.. please!please! don't affect my a-levels exams as i had 3 papers done during the octiber month... please!!

but luckily still have one thing tat cheered me up. tat is: High School Musical 3!!! it is really very nice movie!!! i love it!!! how i hope my school graduation night is like them!!! but fat hope!!! and i was shocked and happy to find out from my frenz tat zac and vanessa are a real couple!!! do u guys know tat??? oh tat is soo romantic!!! real couple act as lovers in e show... haha...

actually there r too mani things happened in october but i dun wan to flood my blog with all my unhappiness cos i wan my blog to be HAPPY!

ok... now come back to november le!!! done with october...

haha.. i am done with a-levels, my frenz!!! hohohohoho...

i supposed to be feeling relax and happy but i am feeling confused, blur, moody... why?

i think it is because i didnt do well bah... and oso i am finally done with all exams for now and i am FREE le... so feel abit tired and...

haha... i am going finland soon... but before tat, dun worry, i will flood my blog before i leave singapore... go finland? yes, going with e school for cca trip.. so happy... but feel very scare... who won't feel scare when first time going to a country tat u bever go before? hahaha.. ya..

tats all for now.. need to rest le cos tml i needa go shopping with my jc frenz... to fully utilise the free days given...

2008-09-23T21:33:00.002+08:00

hohoh... todae wat did i do? i emo...

cos i flunked my math and gp and econ.. basically everything..

i will try my best from now on...

haha.. where did i go todae? skool and... meet up with my sec. skool frenz mamata..

yeah finally meet up le...

cos we been busy tat didnt get to meet each other 4 very de long le...

we talked and talked... talk about her life in poly and working life in wsss... talk about me my life in everything...

got alot of things to talk... we walked round the shopping mall but we still could not finish our talk cos we realli hv too much to talk..

haha... then while we r talking, we saw huili unexpectedly...

but i did not talk much with her cos she and mamata are closer bah and long time never contact le wor...

hope she is doin fine and good...

mamata told me alot of the stories of the storybooks... sound soooo nice lei... i wanna read lei...

but i owe library $$$ very long le and e book has not returned yet... hehe...

and e price of e storybook is so ex...

hai... but nvm... i will hv my way out... hehe..

2008-09-19T09:59:00.002+08:00

yesterdae! me and meihao went AMK HUB to celebrate kaiting's belated birthdae...

hehe... realli very belated... but still, we r able to celebrate 4 herr..

we went to watch movie entitled 'boys over flower'(花样男子final).

it is quite long but... it is realli nice.. hehe... i can even predict wat happen next correctly..

hahaha... how i wish tat rich cute childish immature caring faithful 道明寺 is my boyfrenz...

so wat ifnhe is unreasonable.. so wat if he is fierce... he realli cares for 杉菜.

hehe... dream on eva...

i went bugis before yesterdae wioth jen to buy present for her...

realli a headache... so i chose something tat i likes but oso will suit her de lah...

hope she realli likes it cos it is realli cool and nice...

oh ya i forgot..

i have done one thing ridiculous!!!

but hope it will come out to be successful..

if not my money will gone to waste...

hehe... what is the thing?

hehe... when it successful, then maybe i will tell bah..

wait bah..

plz be successful!!!

2008-09-18T09:24:00.006+08:00

yesterdae me jen and weiling went back to our previous 2nd home... westspring sec.

hahah... alot of things has changed... even e security guard... she is too rude(sori to say tat), but why i said tat? see below:

security guard: why are you all here for?

eva: visit teachers.

security guard: visit teachers FOR WHAT?

jen: visit teachers lor...

hahahaha... good answer jen... what is tis man? go visit teachers oso mus have reason???

we students have a kind heart de lor... we want to visit teachers cos they are once our teachers.. who helped us alot... and gone through the hardship with us to e path to 'N' and 'O' levels.

hai but forget it... at first i tot e DM very fierce cos he said need to call e teachers down to general office if wan see them.. oh my!!!

but we dun care.. we walked and walked and walked into e staffroom... hehe...

saw alot of teachers.. mr liu our favourite teacher... ms yee ms victoria chong wha are a really very nice teachers.. they realli care for us alot... and many teachers...

sadly ms junaidah on MC. so cant see her...

erm.. dun noe should be sad or wat.. we could not find mr santok singh... we went e whole area but still could not find him... haha... but we dun give up.. we went office and actualli e DM is realli nice DM..

hehe.. he joke with us and helped us called mr santok... but still, we could not find him... haha..

so we finalli give up.. and we went off..

after tat... me and jen went bugis.. walked shop talk eat...

then we left to our home sweet home...

2008-09-18T09:24:00.004+08:00

how do u guys think about this blog skin? nice? bad? not suit me? or? let me noe lei...

2008-09-16T20:41:00.002+08:00

HaHa... eva is back now...

why so long MIA(missing in action)???

haha... blame on prelims bah...

hehehe... no no... cannot blame...

blame on... my life bah....

prelims is one of my route...

exams is one of my route...

enough of tis le... yeah!!!! i am back and need to study hard le... jia you!

2008-09-06T21:20:00.002+08:00

HaPpY BiRtHdAe KaItInG....

eNjOy Ur DaE!!!

WiSh U aLl E bEsT!!!

2008-09-04T00:02:00.001+08:00

Today is your day to celebrate Your day

to be the star

So let the ones you love all cheer

And say how special you are !!!

Happy birthday my dear frenz shujunnie!!!

2008-09-03T13:38:00.011+08:00

first went plaza to eat dinner... sorry they r too shy...

2. take bus 180 to go chinese garden mrt to meet e others.

3. while waiting 4 e rest, we took some pics... enjoy...

gals tink flash is better, but e guys tink both nice. so wat do u of the following 2 pics of the 3 guys? flash or non-flash?

4. went in to e chinese garden le.. yeah!!! the ticker auntie surely remember us cos see below:

kh: auntie, 2 children ticket for these two(pointing to xh and jen)

qx: auntie, i am 蔡敬炮.( the channel 8 4.3pm drama 意难忘 whereby this guy is a bad guy where pple scare of him)- so this qx thinks tat he do not need to pay the ticket if he is this guy.

narrator: hai, dream on qixian

haha.. after long persuade, e guys finally agreed to take pics... haha..

what e guys amiling about? wat makes them stare so attentively?

oh e answer is this... change face opera...

they waiting 4 jen's dragon sweet to be ready after paying $2 and has spinned and got dragon.

yeah! it is ready, see how happy jen is..

oh i forgot to tell why am i doing @ chinese garden for? haha...

hahah.. to celebrate one of my frenz birthdae.. hahaha.. ya again birthdae celebration:)

why we go chinese garden? heheh... cos e birthdae gal likes hello kitty

so i last minute gather all e frenz to go yesterday... luckily e guys are very 'on' pple..

be4 we go, suddenly it rains... oh my god! how?

haha.. we still went to the place there to meet e others first and see if its still raining.

luckily! it stopped! hahahaha...

then we went and we realli enjoy ourselves,esp junnie e birthdae gal!

REFLECTION:

jen and xinhui will definitely rememebered chinese garden all their life cos of the 'good' memory of e frog! hehehe...

Me lei? will remember everything bah!

Shujunnie will 4ever luv hello kitty and us!!!

the guys will definitely rememeber the flash of the camera, hehe... and the photos tat they took with e cute character!

haha... e guys are really a good frenz... i tot guys wont want to go this kind of place which dont suit them... but lei... they still went with us to celebrate birthdae...

good rite? haha.. they are really good and 'on' frenz... they value frenz more than $$$$... realli! thanks guys!

haha... we realli enjoy ourselves there!

2008-08-31T00:02:00.001+08:00

A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Enjoy the trip.

HaPpY BiRthDaY Qi XiAn!!!!!!

2008-08-30T18:29:00.003+08:00

todae went with shujun to jenny house to give her surprise with a small cake...

heheh... she really got surprised!!! yeah! mission possible...

then we went plaza to see derrick 何维建. he so handsome...

he sings so nice...

although there is not too many pple, but it can still tells tat no one forget him at all...

he went NS and used a period of time to prepare his album... so its usual tat pple will naturally forgets him...

but.... no... heheh... pple like me wont forget him de...

he sings really well... he dance while singing as well(but can see tat he has no much breathe left when dancing and singing at e same time)

he nervous tats way...

i still support him....

after tat, went shop eat dessert... jenny treat... heheh... her birthday todae and we still let her pay....

after tat continue our ;lady's job-shopping!

2008-08-29T23:59:00.002+08:00

Gift of my friendship....

I give to you a gift of my friendship,

A piece of my heart and soul,

A shoulder to cry on when life makes you sad

Laughter for your silly jokes.

An ear to listen to your concerns,

Eyes to see the beauty of your soul,

Advice when you are at a fork in the road,

And a smile to brighten your day.

All this I give you and more

Because you are my friend.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR FRIEND jenny

2008-08-27T20:28:00.003+08:00

wat happen mondae? let me update u guys now... haha.. but dun be shock...

i went SGH for appointment...

remember i told u about my medical problem...

i am confirmed to have migraine...

oh my... so sad...why sad? cos i not fit...

hehe... why not fit?

i cannot open my eyes all e way in e bus... cant have much heavy emotions( angry, nervous, tooooo happy or too sad till cry...), cannot turn my head more than 30 seconds..... many more...

am i exaggerating? haha... nope, this is wat i cannot do...

wat happen yesterdae? erm... i supposed to go for blood test after school...

hahah... i was planning to go but in e end when i reached the interchange, i decided to go back home to rush up my history essay for presentation...

hai... used the whole dae to do... very scare tat i out of point or give irrelevant points... realli nervous...

todae i presented my essays... thk god i'm safe!!!

it turned out to be ok... unexpected... thks thks...

todae my GP exam... hahah... didnt prepare much... sorry GP...

pple said i shd have give up in JC and i tink i shd have.. but too late since i tahan until now, tahan and chong all the way bah... meaning go all the way...

i will try try to study hard de!

2008-08-25T00:32:00.002+08:00

hApPy BiRtHdAe XiAnG WeI!!!

EnJoY Ur BiG DaY!!!

2008-08-24T23:30:00.002+08:00

todae i saw a guy who made my heart melt....

hehe...

pple would say:u wont stand a chance.

of course i will not because i didnt say i want him, i didnt say i like him.

i jus feel tat this is e type of guy i admire...

nothing more....

heheh... the whole dae todae cant stop thinking...

e eye contact we hv made me even worse...

heheh... but dun worry my heart didnt go there...

muahahaha...

jus feel tat he is one of e example of the type of guys i admire...

hahah...

even if i hv one i like, do i have e chance?

ANS: EVA, U DUN STAND ANY CHANCE... SO... STOP THINKING...

i knew e answer so i wont think much... hahah...

bb...

2008-08-24T00:05:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GEKTING!

ENJOY URSELF...

2008-08-23T23:50:00.003+08:00

haha... todae i went out... to celebrate my 4 frenzs' birthdae-gekting,xiangwei, jen, qixian...

we went jurong point to have dinner... celebrated their birthdae...

the fish and co people helped to sing birthdae raps to them, gave them BALLOONS and asked them to stand on the chair to blow the candles off from far away..

haha... tats was realli very funny...

but hope they realli like it, cos i planned it de....

i was so elated to see poh lee and amanda....

not tat i dun not elated to see e rest, its because too long never see them le, cos they busy most of the time...

i realli miss them...

yeah! so happy!

hope everyone like the gathering todae...

after ta, we separated... so sad...

no lah, half of them went watch movie...

e rest went home..

i belongs to e rest went home...

me, sj, xian, wei, jowell were chatting happily in e bus, talking about all sorts of lame jokes...

really funny... really lame jokes lor... e bus is alreadi very cold. with e lame jokes, its even colder..

really enjoyable todae...

2008-08-22T12:55:00.004+08:00

yesterdae wat did i do? haha... ermm... i went to a private school..

for wat? haha... to accopany and wait for my frenz who was re-taking english oral.

she has been practicing very hard these few days.. and indeed, GOOD JOB jen!!!

haha... i really feel weird when i stepped into e school compound. i went to sit down take a book out to study... but lei, everyone looked at me. haha.. cos i took a book out to study...

none of them was studying.. they were all playing-basketball, badminton, pool and ping pong. so relax lor they all.. i feel their freedom, i want tat as well... haha...

todae wat did i do? i emo... hai...why?

am i stupid? am i really tat stupid? this is wat i been thinking...

i feel i am when with my frenz when they were discussing something, taking me invisible...

haha... i not blaming them... cos i finally found the truth tat i am stupid, tats all...

i emo not cos of them...

do i really tat unvalued frenz... someone tat pple wont want to please to...

really? really? really?

i dun demand much but at least dun let me feel i offended u le... even if iam, tell me bah. i acn take it de.. hehe...

i am not a good frenz tat every1 likes... i noe.. i accept it... hehe...

no matter wat, i likes my frenz through...

frenz are hard to find, its fated that bring u guys together as frenz... dun damage this fate, eva...

eva: hey i wont damage it de!!! i will cherish it always de.

sometimes i would show my emo out, how? scare they would fed up... haha..

secret: erm... then try to control urself as u r the onli one tat can control u urself...

eva, yoyo, u can do it de!!!

2008-08-20T20:31:00.002+08:00

To find a truly great friend, you have to keep one eye closed - to keep him, two.

True friends are those who are there for you unconditionally.

always offer support no matter what the circumstances are.

Best Friends are the people worth living for.

Side by side or miles apart, dear friends are always close to the heart.

A best friend is somebody who knows every last thing about you, yet still manages to like you anyway.

The medicine of life is to have several true faithful friends.

A true friend is one who overlooks your failures and tolerates your successes.

I do not want a friend who smiles when I smile who weeps when I weep for my shadow in the pool can do better than that.

A true friend cares for you if she says nasty things to your face instead of behind your back.

Real friendship is most notable in those times of trouble.

True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable.

Friendship is like money, easier made than kept.

No one person can possibly combine all the elements supposed to make up what everyone means by friendship.

Life without friendship is like the sky without sun.

Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship -- never.

Two people can't wish to be friends long if they can't manage to forgive each other's minor failings.

Life is nothing without friendship.

Love is friendship set on fire.

Friendship improves happiness and abates misery, by the doubling of our joy and the dividing of our grief.

There is no distance too far between best friends, for friendship gives wings to the heart.

There is no friendship, no love, like that of the parent for the child.

2008-08-20T19:14:00.003+08:00

really very angry with tat gal!!!

todae my frenz told me some1 wrote about me in her blog long ago, but something not good de...

if u r unhappy with me about wat i did(to u), let me noe ma!!!

i realli angry with her.

let me tell every1 now.

i am a very noisy gal, talkative gal. i admit it. but i can tell u tat: THIS IS ME!

i trust her in my cca, but i didnt noe she is....

i not blaming her, but still, angry lah. i and her not frenz but cca mates. i m her senior.

she said in her blog tat i made her embarrassed.

how? by calling her name out loud! made her embarrassed

oh my! if i do this, means i trust e person and think he/she is a nice person. so wanted to show

i like her/he as school mates. but i didnt noe this would make her feel.....

ok i apologise here. haha.

i dun bothered by this, cos she not my frenz mah...

i just to tell out loud that: i am truthly a noisy gal among my frenz.

this is me! dun accept? haha... sorry cant change...

frenz to me is tat they wont mind and would go along with me. haha...

i dun wan my life to be boring... haha..

2008-08-19T20:08:00.003+08:00

haha.. wat happening in skool? erm... EMO...

why? i very angry with myself cos i accidentally DROPPED my phone...

my heart sooo pain... i dun lye pple ill-treating their hp, and now... sori my dear hp.

not onli tat, too mani things i have to do on this week... realli too much of my skool work plus....

hehe... but i still able to survive with it. cos i'm STRONG. muahahaha...

do i look like a frenz tat dun deserve much? DO I?

hehe... just some remarks of my own thinking...

animals have feeling, human being as well also have feeling, and ME too also have.

feeling=sad/happy/angry/nervous/frustrated

feelingS=sad+happy+angry+nervous+frustrated(this type of feelingS is hard to find unless u r crazy)

no one is perfect. me as well not perfect.

no one has tat much energy to be active e whole day, me as well not.

but u can talk to me as i can tell u tat i have changed!

actualli i didnt change... its just tat i found myself back, my usual self back!!! so happy!

cos even when i am moody, i will still talk to anyone.

i dun like showing attitude to e extent tat i dun even want to talk to my frenz.

i dun like e feeling when anyone do tat to me so i would set an example first. hehe...

frenz=someone who knows you

frenz=someone who understands you

if someone ask u to choose one of the above choice of the meaning of frenz, which one u will choose?

me? i will choose frenz who understands me.

why? no why, but at least they know my character well and know wat i want and would 谅解我！

they would know what who how i am as myself and wont be unhappy about me.

this type of frenz u noe will not have any conflict with me surely(i think)

if they understand me, they would noe my personality and character and wont be offended

by wat i do as tat is my character. if they understands me, they would noe wat i thinking.

u want to guess wat i thinking always? haha... tats easy to guess...

i thinking whether my frenz realli value me as frenz and dun treat me as an unwanted frenz or not.

2008-08-16T21:12:00.004+08:00

todae i woke up late but still i am not late for my date with... hehe... s.j. and jen lah... think too much le lah... muahahaha....

one thing i forgot to do when with them... forgot to take picture! hai... wasted...

went mac eat... they helped me choose and buy... and i eat... hehe... then we study... help and test jen for her oral...

her oral on thursday... GOOD LUCK MY JEN FOR UR ENGLISH!

After tat, went pick my brother to library then shop as usual.

then bring him to uncle's house for swimming... i didnt bring swimming suit so didnt jump down to swim...

its so cool tat time, realli feel down jumping down e pool and swim but... no clothes to change ltr...

e way my brother swim gave me e urge to jump down e pool to show teach him the right way of swimming.

next time when u see it u will noe why, but... hardly u will get e chance... hahaha..

i love swimming, realli love it...

2008-08-15T17:59:00.002+08:00

hey my frenz, hope u have seen my blog... are u feeling beta? hope so... todae u doin well le. carry on.. i ll be beside u. sometimes things wont be wat u wan de... realli... u realli cant expect much... everyone has their own unique character which u may not understand well or u wish to have de. so try used to it bah. this is how i think de.. we r frenz no matter wat. our care for u is different and may not be wat u wish to be. no matter wat, we r still frenz... best frenz...

different people have different way of treating caring for frenz... so watever u think or u wish to be may not be perfect. my frenz, dun think too much... i can onli say: try to get used bah... cant change anything de le. so be optismistic!
one song for u

这些年一个人风也过

雨也走有过泪有过错还记得坚持甚么真爱过

才会懂会寂寞会回首终有梦

终有你在心中朋友一生一起走那些日子

不再有一句话一辈子一生情一杯酒朋友

不曾孤单过一声朋友你会懂还有伤

还有痛还要走还有我

u still our frenz. relax and dun think too far. try accept it bah! jia you!

2008-08-15T17:54:00.003+08:00

i dun noe why but i lovev tis lyris very much... this song quite long le i noe.. i slow mah... muahahaha...

一九四三世界大战

阿嬷年轻的时候

爷爷爱她那么多

他们感情很深

但是爷爷身负重任

就在离乡的那夜

给了阿嬷一个吻轻声说到

我要离去别再哭泣

不要伤心请你相信我

要等待我的爱陪你永不离开

因为会有那么一天

我们牵著手在草原

听鸟儿歌唱的声音

听我说声我爱你

夕阳西下鸟儿回家

阿嬷躺在病床上

呼吸有一点散漫

眼神却很温柔

看著爷爷湿透的眼

握著他粗糙的手

阿嬷的泪水开始流

轻声说道

i love it very much. it sound so romantic and so sad.... i love this everlasting love. no matter wat matter, u will still be loved by e person. so sweet, so a good man... when will i found one? hehe... dream on, eva! haha...

cheer up my frenz

2008-08-14T20:26:00.009+08:00

this post is specially made for my dear frenz who is very moody and sad(i think) today. i do not know why but i hope she can get over it soon. i dun wan say who she is as it is confidential. haha.. hey my dear frenz, we are there/here for you... if u wan find some1 to talk to, can find us or some1 u can confide to. dun keep things inside ur heart. it ll be very de stress de. i just want to tell u that:

WE R ALWAYS BESIDE U DE... cheer up my dear xiang gong. hehe...

above are some photos i went to search for it, dun noe can help or not but i try bah... we r frenz...

WE FRIENDS！有难同担，有福同享！

happy birthdae wei ling

2008-08-12T09:31:00.002+08:00

Happy BIRTHDAE Wei Ling!!!

Haha.. 20yrs old loh... hehe... auntie... hehe... enjoy ur dae!!! sorry i forgot ur birthdae!!! but i realli sincere here... hehe... hahaha... see the time and date when i upload tis.. is at the dot 12am at 12 august... haha.. see how nice i am... stayed up till 12 to do this.. hehe.. hope u like it... enjoy ur dae... hehe...

2008-08-11T22:28:00.005+08:00

todae as usual, i went out again... haha.. again...

sorry my books, i didnt touch u all these few days.. dun be angry...

todae i meet up with my frenz wei ling.. i introduce my bro and my small cousin sis to her...

they both mix well, esp my bro who is very active...active until he broke something at the mini tools..

after tat, we went to sakae sushi to eat. haha.. we are e most noisy table among the others. hai..

after eating, we go digesting by shopping again after sending my bro and my sis back to my aunt.

i feel so bad and gulity...

i onli realised tat wei ling birthdae is tomorrow!!!when i was with her... i even straight asked her which dae... SORRY WEI LING!!!

happy early birthdae to u wei ling...

hai.. tml skool re-open le... get back to my study mood loh...

2008-08-10T09:15:00.001+08:00

now i have 2 important thing to do. tat isssss:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOWELL!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO my dear frensss... enjoy ur dae todae bah!!!!!!

2008-08-09T01:13:00.002+08:00

2008-08-09T00:45:00.005+08:00

haha todae i went out with my sec skool frenz.. let me tell u wat we did...

todae we went to celebrate national dae!!! haha(indirectly)
we are actualli celebrating 1 of my frenz's birthdae which still has 2 more days to go.
first we went to bugis to meet 2 of our frenz before goin to PS for dinner. but in e end, our frenz left us alone and went ahead first le... hai... we keep our best to struggle e way to PS as we didnt noe e way. lucky we managed to reach there...
we went to hv dinner @ cartel cafe. we hv ten pple so we hv to queue for very long. hai... lucky we r patient pple and e other 4 not yet reach, so we waited...
finally we gt e seat... haha... we ordered e food, but its too early to order as e food arrived too soon le when one of e frenz juz ordered his.. so we waited for his and the birthdae boy to start eating first be4 we can start ours. we waited until e food turns cold and 'rusty'..haha.. still, we enjoyed e food.
after tat, we saw jeremy!!! oh my! he grow taller... hahaha.. he is bold.. hahaha.. cos he is in NS now... i realli miss him when i saw him...
after tat, we walk and walk and walk.... dun noe where we heading but we walk and walk and walk... after e long 'exercise', we reached esplanade! e scenary is sooooo nice!!!! we girls of course taking photos while e guys, as usual, chit-chatting...

haha... u noe wat? 1 strange thing happened to us in e bus when we are goin home.. there's one indian guy acting very weird, keep looking at girls like his own business like tat... e way he lloks make us feel he is a pervert... we quickly message our frenz who were spread around in e bus to be careful... he even looked at boys. one of our guy frenz nearly wan to beat him up by staring at him first to warn him... haha, tats sound so funny... he just look too pervert and so all our frenz alight and send each and everyone back home... haha.. so muz be careful gers...

overall, todae i realli hv great fun... haha, i feel great going out with my secondary school frenz...

2008-08-08T01:04:00.004+08:00

todae i went SGH for medical appointment to see neutrology doctor... at first tat time when i was asked to see neutrology doctor, i was thinking wats tat? i went to check. oh my! 神经病医生。haha... no lah, its 神经线医生。shocked? sorry... haha... lucky i was checked and turned up to be alright but... i was comfirmed tat i have mybrain... oh so sad... i would easily get head spinning and would be feeling very uneasy de... hai... hope i can recover bah...

last 3 weeks my frenz gave me someone's blog and i went... oh my, when i read, its so sad, i mearly cry out... i cAnt believe this would happen... life is so fragile... it give me a thought tat i should and i would and i muz treasure my life and make good use of it... i realli hope the girl would stay strong... i noe it would be very hard and tough.. if it is me, touchwood, i would not be as strong as her.. i would admit she is really strong... i hope she continue to be strong. just now when i read hers again as i would always go her blog to see, its realli sad, i feel like crying le... plz be strong... i have been thinking from these few days although it is quite stupid question... why give us a life when going to take back in the end? haha... stupid rite? i noe...
guys! my frenz, plz be strong and plz treasure life well and life is really precious but fragile. so take good care of ur life...

i realli love u all my frenz....

filming

2008-08-05T21:59:00.002+08:00

hai... so sad... we cant realli step down from cca as we have not finish our filming project yet... we cant blame anyone.. e onli one i can blame is myself. who ask me to delay? hahaha... todae we went filming... i always have a flexible thinking as i think the people would be able to come up with their own script after explaining to them wat i expected from the scene- sometimes only cos they do not realli accept my scripts... so sad... am i tat inefficient? am i realli tat bad director? i hv been asking myself... i cant get a definite answer... but i noe i did put in effort before, but they just cant see it bah... todae i realli feel bad for some of my frenz... because of my stupid mistake and forgetness, i caused them to waste time helping me to act. i beg them to help to film and they agreed... i realli very happy. they even helped me to think of the lines to say and they realli act very well.. but but but!!! i forgot to check the format to hdv, and every thing i film is of no use... i was so frustrated of myself... they realli act well but i... spolit it. they cant be able to come b ack to film for me cos they need to rush to other place. they stayed because of helping me but i... why i am like tat???? SORRY HAIGUANG, SORRY REKHA.

i realli appreciate the actors and actress in helping me in this film. because of their help, i am able to film smoothly. THANKS KAI TING, THANKS ZHI LUN, THANKS WAI KIT, THANKS SYAZ, THANKS LUTFI, THANKS SYIMA, THANKS ZHEN XIANG AND REALLI MUZ THANKS THANKS JUN YANG cos he didnt hestitate and quickly agreed to help me to act without telling him the story at first. i love you guys!!!

2008-08-02T20:29:00.006+08:00

today my mum went back to china le... i dont dare to cry out in front of her, telling her i really cant bear... because i dont want her to worry... mummy, i really miss you... although i dun seem to in front of you, but i really miss you in my heart... i afraid my brother would be very sad, so i went to bring him out. i brought him to bugis.. shop, play, eat... brought him to ajisen to eat... brought him to arcade to play... brought him to shop shop shop...haha... mummy, i have put up e photos of yan xiang le... dont worry about us... love you mum... realli love you...

2008-07-25T17:00:00.002+08:00

hey! dun feel sad for me bah... just talk to me as frenz please.... i really want to have a relax and happy frenz....

2008-07-25T16:41:00.003+08:00

i burst out and cry todae!!!! during my chinese lesson... i memorise very hard for it le, but e teacher said i didnt memorise well... why like tat??? i so sad... i wanna said out le but he stopped it... i really remember but... hai... i am realli stress this week... i have to control my mouth and think wat i goota say before i could say it out cos i preparing for the july birthday babies... and these 3 pple are who i always talk to... and i am one who say things out very fast without much thinking.. so i scare i would spill it out... i am always e one who spill it out last few birthday celebrations... ar!!! stress!!! and i need to really study hard now!!! but u all saw the earlier post right? how to focus? i am really scare, sad and stress about tat!!! i really value friendship and i realy cant endure this pain... i always stress when sometimes with them, i would think did i offend them or will they dislike when i do this do tat.. maybe they not like tat.. but to me it is... i really wanna cry le....

2008-07-25T16:26:00.003+08:00

ah!!!! i really feel very stresssss!!!! can say i very sensitive? but why i would be sensitive??? i feel realli unwanted in e group. why they muz treat me like tat? izzit realli because i too dislikable??? i and the other classmates can communicate well lei... why they like dun talk to me like as normal normal frenz or like e way they treat or talk to e others??? why i these few days look sooo moody? because i feel unwanted... tats why. i dun wan to distract their talk. i really want CRY out le!!!! how??? i cant stand the neglect from frenz???? can say i demanding.. but i reaaly like every1 of them, i dun reaali wosh to lose them as frenz... but i dun think they feel e same way... u all noe why i looks moody? actually just to get their attention to let them noe i am here actually. can say i childish, selfish, petty or wat. i really can feel it tat they dun wan talk to me.... how... i really want cry out... i oso miss all my secondary school frenz.... please treat me normal plz... like a frenz plz..... i noe u all treat me like a frenz, but i sense they dun really need me as a frenz or even want me as a frenz of theirs.... i realli trying my best to be very nice to them but still.... tears start rolling down already.... stop please my tears...

2008-07-22T23:31:00.004+08:00

ya i think u guys seen e tag board bah.. yup, i would nt be free alreadi, so will hardly see me blogging... i know u will miss me, and i will oso... muahahaha....

this is my new blog skin again... keep changing right? hehe...

hard to find something tat would captures my eyes... but luckily tis captures it.

hope u guys oso find it nhice, if not i ll be veri sad sad de...

2008-07-07T21:56:00.002+08:00

ha... i went out todae with my mum...
yes! she has come back! happy hurray!
we went to moe there todae to solve some problems..
my brother coming back to study... some pple may be blur thinking: why she said her brother coming back? thought her brother same as her studying in s'pore liao ma?
muahahaha... dun tell u! only those who noe me will noe why...
i was soooo irritated by my phone tat i went to upgrade one todae with my mum...
thanks mum for the phone!
pple may think this phone i bought not nice not good...
so wat? my problem... i chose one...
muahahaha...

here i am

2008-07-02T20:00:00.003+08:00

hey im back frm skool alreadi...
just finished all my prelim 1 exams alreadi... feel relax but getting more stress...
why? i dun noe as well.
am i really tat stupid?
does all my frenz think i stupid? i hope not bah...
i really want to get back my study mood... please come back to me my study mood!!!
my whole body feel really weak, no energy, no appetite at all..
maybe due to the food poisoning bah, or too tired le...
i feel my frenz dun like me... sensitive maybe bah...
i think they dun understand me well...
i dun have this feeling at all before when i am in secondary skool.. when i reached jc, i became quite sensitive le... why? i dun noe...
maybe dun noe them well bah..
the way they talk to me is different from the way they treat other pple.
tat made me sensitive bah...
i never show my mood out easily de last time in secondary skool..
but this time in jc.. i did show many time.. i realli dun noe why...
sorry my frenz..
but when i show my mood, i always want to see who will comfort me and i will know who understand me more...
when i bad mood, i need some1 beside me to comfort me de. so if some1 comes comfort me, tat person muz already have understand me more..
actually i still trying my best to overcome this sensitive whereby i dun mind my frenz treat me differently and i wont think negatively... i still trying... if i dun try hard, i might not even want to talk to them anymore de... so i muz try... and i think i would pass this... hope so.. hehe..
so random right suddenly talk bout this... muahahaha... understand me more bah...

back again!

2008-07-02T07:16:00.002+08:00

HiHi!!! long time no blog le.. mizz mi??? muahahaha....
why i have not been blogging? lazi? tired? or...?
guess not... my exams started.. and ending soon after todae.. hurray!
wish me good luck bah!
nut one of my paper-chinese would be marked as absent!
WHY? WHY? WHY?
because i suffered from food poisoning that day. stomach very pain pain.. pain until i cant go take exam.
early in the morning i woke up, my stomach darn pain. go toilet do my business le still very pain. so i decided not to go take as i totally out of energy and my stomach is reallly pain.
but
i scare.. i scare... tat the people esp the teachers would think i purposely dun want take...
i didnt!
this is the first time i ever absent for any exam. this is the first time i did not take exam.
so scared.. so worried...
i really hope this wont happen again, esp during my a-levels
never ever anymore!
need to chong for my last paper
jia you! go eva!

why there is vulgar language?

2008-06-17T21:03:00.004+08:00

today i forced myself to wake up early to go for history lesson @ 8.30am. so early. i couldn't wake up actually. but i told my frenz tat i will pay extra attention to the lesson on her behalf as well because she wont be there for some reason. but when i just just just board the bus, i heard another one history rep from another class saying tat its cancelled. OMG! is it history lesson cancel? i pay much attention to wat she said on the phone without her noticing it. hehe.. i checked my phone: yes its cancelled! ar!!!! i woke up so early for wat??!! how come when i just board the bus then the message came??!! so angry lor!!! cant expect me to ask the driver to stop halfway @ the highway bah?! cant expect me to call the teacher back bah?! hai hai hai....

not only tat bad thing happened to me today. i went to the library to study. ha;fway thru studying, theres 2 guys sitting behind me. they are soooo irritating! they been talking sooo loudly, dun even know library should not talk soo loud meh?! this is not the main point. every sentence he spoke, there would be vulgar language 'xxxx' coming out from his mouth. cant he be more polite?! i hate pple keep saying vulgar language in front of me de lor, will feel uneasy.if i the one who say tat, i will feel terrible until i cant slepp at night de lor. dun say tat language will die de meh??? feel like turning back and give him one tight slap lor... but i too good le, i tolerated it and automatically leave the library cos i really cant endure his vulgar language... spolit my mood lor.. i dun know why but i just hate pple saying vulgar language. but surprising for one thing, there one frenz of mine will say tat de but i dun feel angry at all. because i know her too well i think, so i dun mind her saying.. i think used to it alreadi tats why.. muahahaha.. dun mind ar... my dear frenz...

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2008-06-14T20:20:00.001+08:00

2008-06-13T23:14:00.001+08:00

super early breakfast

2008-06-13T22:55:00.004+08:00

oh ya.. tis morning i forced myself to wake up early!!! why??? cos my frenz wan to have breakfast... muahahaha.. i was so shocked when she said meet @ 7.45am. when i will wake up tat early? but i was shocked on tis morning, i was able to wake up without any pple forcing me to wake up. muahahaha... one of our frenz hv stomach ache last night so she could not join us. hope she is alright le as we went to visit her when we finished our breakfast. she was still slping and we woke her up. so bad of us... hai... she look so tired.. go toilet too many times i think. sori.. hehe.. take care lei jas.. then we walked quickly as one of the 4 of us need to rush for work. unluckily, e weather played a trick with us. it started raining. but fortunately, she is able to report for work on time. relieved... haha.. we have a good and full breakfast todae @ mac. haha..

2008-06-13T22:47:00.002+08:00

i forgot wat i wan say le.. sori.. but before i forgot one more thing, MH, thanks for e card u made!!! haha, like poker card e professional player like tat... thanks 44A e wishes for me!

unexpected belated facial treatment

2008-06-13T22:36:00.002+08:00

muahahaha.. todae went to have bbq @ mdm hani house, our form teacher of 0744A. omg!!! they are not only having bbq, but oso, birthdae celebration!!! for who? of course its me! muahahaha.. but i really didnt expect it again this year. last year before i flew to taiwai, they came to give me a surprise at airport to celebrate my birthday. i was so touched taT day lor... this time round, again, i didnt expected it. my birthday was over for like 2 weeks alreadi.. but they still celebrate.. at first i was sad cos tot they forgot. but they did not!! so HAPPY!!! THANKS MY 0744A! love u muahhhh!! but this time e celebration is soo different. now they got e chance to...to... sabo me. they took e cake and do a full facial treatment for me!! my whole face was full of chocolate cake. they were so efficient btat my hair, neck and shirt oso got the treatment... haha... tooks lots of photos. will upload soon when i got it...

i dun know why when in front of these pple, my pronouncation not very good and would made a fool in front of them.. hai... actually not like tat to the others lor.. maybe they put a spell on me lor... hai... i really treasure them.. i really treat them as my frenz 4ever.

thanks my 44A! love u guys soo much!!! i realli hope after our A-level, we will still keep in contact.

2008-06-10T20:37:00.005+08:00

oh my god!!! i saw my secondary school blog just now!!! still available.. but no update lah. hehe.. i miss the days.. i miss them!!! i miss the life @ there laughing, screaming, playing....... i really feel like i back at there when i saw the pics!!! i nearly cry!!!! i miss there!!! thks erwin and rebecca for having this blog to remind us about secondary school. really miss the times!!!

2008-06-10T20:14:00.003+08:00

i think u wont understand the testing thing.. hehe.. i mean testing whether u and ur friend click well together or not. hehe.. stay with them somethimes and u will find out how click u are and how close u might be.. really.. for me, i click well.. but sometimes my frenz make me insecure and feel like treated unfairly so i sometimes dun feel i click with them.. sometimes i mean.. yup.. so hope i click well with u all..

2008-06-10T19:59:00.002+08:00

a person who u can test whether is the person u can make friend with is to stay sometimes nwith them. their true colors will come out de... its true.. my frenz and i had the same experience before. i realised that frenz tat u can make or ur true frenx right, u should really be together for sometimes and u will test it out.. i click with many people but i really dun like people like treating me differently the way they treat others.. like dun like me like tat..its pain de. so my frenz, lets test it out man... haha...but hope we really click lor..hehe..

2008-06-10T19:47:00.000+08:00

am i a person others wont want to treasure? am i??? am i someone they will not value much in their heart? am i??? i feel that they didnt treat me e same as others.. sometymes lah.. i dun like the feeling of being neglect. i dun like people treat me differently. they treat them like wanting to valure the friendship with them but to me??? i not very sure how they treat me, but its different.. why like this? am i thinking too much? but they gave me to think so much lor... hai hai hai... am i really a useless thing to them tat they wont want treasure? i hate it!!! i know dislike me got many people but dun need to be tat obvious right??? i dun noe, juz feel sad and disappointed. hope i think too much then..

2008-06-10T19:35:00.002+08:00

hey hey... todae i went skool for consultation.. hai, shouldnt have worried didnt do the homework will get the scolding.. hai hai hai..... todae i realised something le.. erm... erm... i realised tat i have changed.. when i talk to someone, i sometimes dun look @ their eyes or look @ them at all.. izzit bad???? i dun noe.. i oso dun noe why i like tat de... i hope my frenz dun mind.. sorry.. i dun noe why..

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2008-06-10T19:32:00.001+08:00

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2008-06-07T11:52:00.001+08:00

back to my childhood

2008-06-05T19:56:00.002+08:00

hey, todae i went to visit my grandma and grandpa. oso to accompany my 3 cousins(11, 4, 2 years old kid). u know wat, when i with them, sometimes i feel like their mother and sometimes feel like small kid. when with them i feel relax and feel like i quite caring actually. hehe.. i like them very much. todae, i went there and we played building fighting car and house. haha, u will surely ask: how old are u le?' haha... there is one more... haha.. we went 'pinic' in the park under the block. haha.. funny rite??? people see us definitely say: are you crazy or nuts? haha, we are... i feel embarrass at first, looking around whether got pple look at us and laugh or not. haha.. lucky we are safe. no one looking. but actually, when we are at the 'pinic', it is quite nice and its enjoyable. really. can try it.. hehe... after tat, we went playing soccer, go playground... i feel like i back at my childhood.. i regained all my childhood at tat time.. haha.. quite enjoying todae! yeah..
need to go study le bye!

2008-06-04T12:23:00.002+08:00

hey guys!!! plz leave comment be4 u leave my blog!!! thks!!!! i used alot of time to find a nice blogskin for my blog de... so help lah.. leave comment hoh... thks

pics taken

2008-06-02T23:57:00.008+08:00

wow!!! we finally decided on e place to have our lunch. our shared food is... pineapple rice. yummy yummy..hungry??? 1 of my frenz accidentally said papaya rice. hahaha.. e restaurant is Jerk thai. e food there r all healthier choice. wow, unbelievable rite? we went eat there. haha.. there oso have special offer for birthday but too sad, we didnt c it earlier, if not we could pay less.. hai...

after tat, we went esplanade. while walking, we took alot of pics.. haha.. we stayed tere about 1 hr and we took darn lots of photos.

almost every1 of us changed alot... really long tyme never c each other le.. when i saw them, first thing cum to my mind is tat: i really do miss them veri much.

Thanks my dear frenz celebrating my birthday 4 me!!! luv u guys to bits.

2008-05-31T23:56:00.002+08:00

half of life would actually be gone if my frenz not beside me to support me.. i love dogs, i really love dogs. my dad gave money to me to buy a dog and i bought 1 back. this dog is sooo active and cute. even my family likes him when he first step in. at first my grandmother told me: i wont help u take care hoh, u take care urself. i not going to bother. but but, in the end, she keep asking me quickly go feed him quickly go prepare his food. she at night said: dont let him out of the cage as he was whining. but but, in the end, she said why u didnt let him out? and every morning i would hear my grandmother calling: cookie cookie cookie... cookie is my puppy name. oh my goodness, she changed so fast.
but after 2 days, something happened. the dog vomited and loss of appetite. i'm so scare... what happen to him??? i thought he would be ok after that but i am wrong. i called the pet shop owner and they came down to check. in the end, they brought back home to help to take care of him first and would bring him back to me. but before they go, they told me: touchwood lah, if something happen to him, they would give back half of the money back. wat?! i am really scare and worried. i nearly cried. i cried because the dog may have problem. and i nearly cried because the dog was brought back to them, i scare they think i cant take care of a dog. in the end, they called me and said the dog is ok. so i am relieved. but the dog still cant eat and is getting weaker and weaker.

so i brought him to a vet clinic. and he was hospitalised. and u know wat? something really happened! the doctor called me to inform me that the dog was infected by parvovirus. it cannot be cured de. when i hear the word positive, and its confirmed he got infected, my tears starts dropping. cant stop, the tears just continue. why do this to me and to the dog? he is only so small... i cant stop crying. i go visit him and he was isolated, i felt heart very pain. i know he only stay with me barely one week, but i really love him. but i dun have the whole day and time to just look after him. he needs full attention, but i cant. i dun even have the confidence that he would be able to overcome through, as the doctors all said is very dangerous for his conditon. i am really scared!!! what am i going to do??? i feel really weak these few days as i really feel pain for this dog. i really hurt!!! i love him, he so small, how can this happen to him? my heart is crying very badly..

i made a harsh and hard decision whick i took pain to agree to refund back. i really likes him, but all my family do not have the confidence, energy and time to look after him all the time. so i agreed to dend him back. i also have another dog at my dad house. so i oso scare the virus might spread to her, so i took the pain to send him back. i am really sorry, cookie. but please bless him to be ok. the owners called me back as i called them to check if the dog is getting better or not as i really worried and concern about him. they told me he is ok and can walk. but another person said he is still weaker. but she didnt see any blood in his faeces. i dont wantg wat to say, but what happen ti the dog is true. he got infected. i cant take him as i need to put my first dog in place first and my family. they were unhappy with it but they didnt dare to say it out, as they know i am crying non-stop already. i feel really miserable and terrible the feeling. my frenz has been consoling me and concern and worried abiut me. sorry my friends..

lucky my friends are all beside me to support me. thanks for ur comfort. oso, i am lucky that my frenz helped to celebrate my birthday and made me forget this incident. thanks. they made me feel better le as i didnt able to think about it at all. thanks my frenz.

so happy today!

2008-05-31T23:33:00.002+08:00

oh my!!! i m getting younger!!! unbelievable..... u noe wat is the reason behind??? because, cos.....
today 31 may is MY BIG DAY! BIRTHDAY! haha... so happy today... somemore is the end of may. 19 yrs old to others maybe not a big deal, but but to me, it is a big deal... it is a time where all my friends, my family will definitely remember me always... on this day, everyone will remember evannia. i dun like to be alone, i dun want my frenz to forget me at all. i dun like the feeling of being forgotten.. it is miserable for me... people would maybe only look forward to 18th or 21st birthday, but to me, i look forward to every year. i realli scare pple will forget my birthday, so sometimes, u will see me like telling pple still got how many more days to go so as to remind them to remember me. haha.. i think u guys noe the reasson now ba..

i am so happy and touched today... this year my birthday can said to be very wonderful,my secondary frenz accompanied me out and spent the day to celebrate my birthday. i felt reaally happy and i feel the warmth when with them. i am really happy that they remember me.. we have not get in touch for quite sometimes le, but still, they remember my birthday.. THANKS my frenz, Xinhui(my wife), jenny, jasmine and shu jun for celebrating my birthday with me. i m sorry today cant spend the whole day with u guys cos my family bringing me out at night. i realli love u guys... u guys are my best frenz de... u guys cannot 4get me hoh.. i scare u will but hope not..

many pple message me and wish me happy birthday. this is enough although sometimes i wish i would get present from them. i feel really happy when i saw their wish for me. cos they still remember me. even those i dun expected ones oso message me.. ha.. i so happy today... thanks for all ur wishes. i will treasure this de. i love u guys as well...

Thanks my frenz, thanks for remembering me.. continue to remember me cos i wont forget u guys de...

2008-05-21T22:17:00.002+08:00

am i a frenz to others that they wont be bothered if i am angry with them??? AM i? why they don't seem to be bothered when i actually angry with....? i am very lenient to my frenz trying to give in most of e time in order to prevent conflict... i always the one that made them so-called unhappy. why? i didnt expect that... i hate that actually... i tried to give in to them doesnt mean can take for granted... i hate that! everytime they given work so-called by me or request by me for something, they give me a black face.. hello.. i can also do that... why the black face only shown to me? what am i? i don't like that.. i hate that... i also have my anger, once i lose my temper, i wont know what will happen de... i dont wish to see that happening. realli! now what i can do is to tolerate! endure! don't talk to them too much! the them i wont say is who de.. can be one person can be a group.. i dont want to offend anyone..

2008-05-21T22:00:00.002+08:00

how should frenz be like??? some people asked me: eva: what do you actually dislike? what do you don;t like ur frenz to do? ermm.. actualli i cant think of any. i would only the answer slowly when i have met the situation that i don't like... but one thing i am sure is: i don't like people only think of themselves, never spare a thought for others... i really don't like that.. pple treat me nice, i will treat them very nice. if they only bother about themselves, think of themselves only, i dont think i would treat them as close as my best frenz. theres something that no one knows... i really don't like frenz controlling me, ordering me... asking me don't do that don't do this.. go do this go do that... something like that... i have met some but i tried to tolerate le... jux hope my temper wont come so easily...hehe

2008-05-21T21:48:00.003+08:00

oh my!!! its darn stress le... prelim 1 is coming.. scary... hai... i feel lye jumping up and down screaming here and there... i realli feel lye doing it but my frenz would always scold me to shut up... hai... i always veri talkative in front of them.. but they might not know something.. this is my character.. cant change.. the reason i being talkative so that i wont feel stress at all.. e only way of relieving stress is through talking... but i don't think they understand me... hai hai...

2008-04-22T09:26:00.002+08:00

all these photos are the one taken at bugis kingone autogragh session.. handsome rite? he act in the show "why why love" nice rite??? cool rite???? man rite???? luv hem man....

2008-04-22T09:23:00.003+08:00

2008-04-22T09:12:00.001+08:00

all these are my JC frenz!!!!

2008-04-22T09:03:00.002+08:00

hiiii!!!! again long tyme noooo ccccccc.... miss mi? muz be de lor. hai, now in year 2 alreadi, getting more stress alreadi. i dun noe why i start to lose interest in study, no mood to study at all. what have i done? why like tat? veru scare lei, JC2 alreadi, if i did not pass the A-levels i die man, i waste all time then. muz also pass veri well in order to get in to university lei, i was shocked man. not a pass can go in, muz be a great pass then can. such as the 3 H2 subjetcs muz be B,B,A or B,B,C. scary rite? when will i have this result? how will i get this result? my hearts keep saying' fat hopes'. reaali true lor. plz i need to pass well. all my frenz are doing well, i scare they will think i stupid. when they ask a bout studies or school work rite, they hardly asked me de.. i feel i stupid lei... save me.. i muz do well... give me support!!!!

2008-02-05T08:28:00.000+08:00

hey... u noe wat? i veri de scared!!! i scare my frenz dun lye me... will they hate me? or will they dislye mi??? what if they realli hate dislye mi??? how? what am i goin 2 do??? can tell mi wat 2 do??? when i was primary 5 last tyme, my frenz buck up with my other chinese frenz not to frenz mi.. for almost half a year lei... i was darn sad lor... almost everyday sleep with tears flowing... i did not do anything wrong. if there is, i dun even noe bout it. they never tell mi wat did i do wrong.. its soo unfair to mi. my another chinese guy frenz told me to go say sorry to tat ger, but i said i have said it but still no use at all.. i dun even noe wat i did wrongly. at tat year, i failed all my exams cos of tat stupid ger.. sori 2 say tat but i have no other word to describe. but luckily, my other frenz malay frenz support me... cos of them, i still able to do well..

i really treat my frenz very carefully and nicely now... i reali scare this will happen one more tyme. but i now it won't as we r all grown up.. but hoh.. still scare lah.. i put friendship in my first place in my heart. i cant afford to offend any of my frenz now... they r all my best frenz and i do not wish to lose them...

in my secondary school, i have made a darn big mistake!!! i have a veri veri veri good frenz who i can talk to, understand me very well... but because of my stupid, because of my stubborn, i made a big mistake. i stay away from her sometimes... why? why did i do that??? i realli realised she is really de one who is my veri best frenz... i tot she dun lye me cos of studies, as i sense tat she wants to compete with me... i dun lye to compete at all... so soo,, i tot why she wans to do tat to me.. i tot she hates me... hai.. i dun noe if she is realli wan 2 compete with me or not, but frankly speaking, she is really smarter than me.. because of her teaching, encouragement, i then do well de... i think if she sees this, i realli want to say: sorry! pls forgive me again... ya... u r always my best ever frenz in my heart...

2008-02-05T08:25:00.000+08:00

hey.. guys!!! long tyme noo cccccc le... missss mi??? muz be de lor... hehehe... now in JC2 le lei. veri de stress liao lor... dun noe why i chose JC.. regretted to to bitsss... hai.. but no choice, chose le need to go on study hard. muz wish me good luck lei.. dun forget hoh..

my birthday celebration

2007-06-13T15:16:00.000+08:00

hihi.. forget 2 let u guys noe tat i have celebtrated my birthday at Taipei..my ever first time in my life tat i celebrated it in taipei.. i would not ever forget it... furthermore, i was so touched about my classmates which are all my frenz... u noe wat they did??? they went to airport to celebrate for me... ar!!!! i did not noe in the first place... my another frenz who also goes taipei wuth me arranged to meet at airport early... she wan 2 eat breakfast at e airport so i accompanied too. when i reached e airport, i still did not noe the surprise. she said lets eat at Swensens, and i nodded my head.. at first, i was curious why she had the urge 2 eat tere in e early morning, but but, i still goes... when i reached, i heard a group singing Happi Birthday song very loud... i looked at them with a curious look.. for a few seconds, i still did not noe they are my frenz, for a few seconds, i still did not realised that they were singing happy birthday song for me... until i saw one of them!!! ah!!!!!! i was too surprised!!! i did not expect them to come down to airport to celebrate for me.. airport is so far... i was so touched that i nearly cried... i wish to thank them and give them a big kiss. but i give them a big hug instead. THANK YOU MY FRENZ... i love u guys....

on the midnight going to be my birthday in taipei, yaya.. forgot, i have one more frenz who have the same birthday with me... my long-found twin sister..hahaha.... my other frenz in taipei whom i noe thm only when we came taipei, they celebrated for us... so touched.. someone that i noe in a short-time celebrated it for me.. so touched.. THANK YOU!!!

however, i was abit sad when i thought of my secondary skool frenz... some of trhem did remember my birthday and sent me a big wish to me.. for that, i am happy, veri happy... BUT BUT my other frenz did not... i was a bit sad... hehe.. i was a bit too demanding.. but... i really hope my secondary skool frenz still remember me.. i dun mind if they forget my birthday, i jus hope they will still remember me!!! actuallly i noe they still remember me, but a bit sad lor, dun noe why... hehe... HI my sec.skool frenz, no offence hoh... dun be bothered of wat i said... u guys should noe i am a type who will not get angry so easily... i am not angry,, dun worry...

ANYWAY, i wish 2 THANK all my fellow frenz and MY GOODY classmates for celebrating my birthday... my birthday for this year2007 is a year that i will never ever forget de... realli.....

i went 2 taipei le!!!!

2007-06-08T11:23:00.000+08:00

hi!!! everyone!!! i am veri happi!!!! i finally succeeded in uploading this new skin.... all thanks to my frens who helped mi.... ah!!!!! finally!!!!!!!! i am crazy right??? i also think so... hehe... come back to the main point. my exams are coming... eeee..... scared!!!! scary!!!! how???? what am i goin to do??? i scared i fail.... NO NO.... help!!! help!!! i wan to go hospital!!! haha.... oh ya!!! forget 2 tell u!!! i jus came back from taipei. taipei is so fun... i went to see men ding, i bought alot of things... i also went to shiling ye shi and bought alot of things.. my pocket has a very big hole le... haha... but the weather over tere veri hot, hotter than in singapore. ar.... 37 degree lei... hot right?! confirm one lah... somemore, we still have to climb mountains for 3 days in different places. BUT BUT BUT, taipei is so nice... the things tere can bargain de... foods tere are veri nice.... if u dun believe. go tere to see 4 urself... hehe... see u next tmye... bye bye...

2007-04-15T12:12:00.001+08:00